Oneness and Equality

How Blogging and Vlogging assists me

2012-02-24T09:09:00.001-08:00

So blogging and vlogging assists me in many ways, all of which have developed in my process and are absolutely vital. Firstly I find that just by pushing myself to do a blog or a vlog is a cool point of support for myself where I am not allowing myself to go into my mind and just feed off entertainment for energy enforcing my enslavement as a pre-programmed mind consciousness system.

So it’s cool that before I have even started typing or recording, simply by committing myself in any breath to start doing a blog or vlog, I am already supporting myself to stand as the living word of equality and oneness, to push myself to do what’s best for all as the directive principle in my application, which always requires pushing of self, when thoughts coming up tell me to not do the vlog or blog but to instead just avoid the point, and go and entertain myself to get energy.

So I’m exposing my own limited programming before I start doing a vlog or a blog, and ultimately that is what I blog and vlog for. It is for the purpose of exposure, exposing myself, my pre-programming, which assists me with seeing where there is a point I am reacting to, where I am going into the mind, feeding my programming, making value judgements, existing in starting point of separation.

And sometimes I will reveal to myself a point of separation I’m accepting and allowing which is likely to be connected, but could be aside from the point I’m blogging or vlogging about, - it might just be an itch I get while recording, or a sentence I write that shows a point of my brainwashing. So blogging and vlogging exposes to me how fucked up I am, and thus where I require to apply self-forgiveness, rescript myself and walk the corrective application to be a more effective human being.

It’s cool because within exposing myself through blogging and vlogging, starting to look at the root cause of how something inside myself is being allowed to exist, I am again assisting myself, because I leave myself no excuse, no justification as to why I cannot now dig further and further, and take self-corrective action to delete the point of separation which I have allowed myself to become.

And then it’s also very cool that once I have walked the correction of any particular point I have blogged or vlogged about, then I now assist myself to within that be able to assist others to do the same through sharing how I changed myself to what’s best for all.

Then if I am not blogging and vlogging about my own and all humans programming, then it will be in relation to this money system we exist within. Where I will see how this capitalistic money system we accept and allow to exist is abusing someone, and is actually us - whether a human, animal, plant or the planet is irrelevant, the point is to expose how the abuse of life is occurring not as a point of judgement of the money system as something separate from me, but in self-honesty where I see that me and all humans here are responsible for what’s here, we are the creators, and currently we are accepting and allowing the separation of consciousness as ourselves, a polarity friction of “positive” and “negative” which this capitalistic money system is based on .

And I find that by continually blogging/vlogging about the downfalls of capitalism and humans, I am assisting myself to be able to continually face what is here instead of turning a blind eye to the suffering that exists here on planet earth.

And within this exposure of myself, humans and this money system, my blogging and vlogging assists me with working out effective practical solutions that are best for all, which can actually be implemented to end abuse equating 1+1=2 as a world of equality.

Within blogging an vlogging I also assist myself to be able to see in each moment I type or record that it will take everything I have to be able to end the abusive mess of myself, and then realise within this that it will only be through a 1+1+1+1 accumulation effect of humans uniting taking self-responsibility will life on earth change for everybody in a way that’s best for all.

So if you do not blog and vlog about your programming, the programming of humanity, the abusive operation of this money system, and the solution as walking an equal money system, then I suggest you start now – because if you are not a part of the solution, then you are a part of the problem feeding programming as self-interest at the expense of life. We are all responsible, so let’s stop this bullshit, time to get real, research equality, and take action by walking a process of implementing what’s best for all in each moment. Time is always running out for us humans to change, so there is no better time to start blogging and vlogging then today.

Time for us to be Real World Leaders

2012-02-19T18:13:00.000-08:00

So I have a friend that is in Egypt at the moment, and today I read a story in the news that in Cairo there is still a lot of unrest amongst the people after Hosni Murbarak has been removed from power. An election of a new president is being held back until June, and the demands of various activist groups to move forward elections to May are being ignored by the supreme council of the armed forces, which essentially is the controlling the country currently. The violent protests between these activist groups and the current military government are on-going, as standard of living continues to drop for majority of Egyptians.

Now obviously this growing frustration in Egypt is happening all over the world as cost of living continues to rise, where the minority are profiting, where more and more people are suffering, more and more people are falling below the poverty line, more and more people are having a stressful, degrading, miserable time here on earth.

And this delay in Egypt to elect a new president is interesting, because as the Egyptian people hope for a new supportive leader, it seems to be a case of delaying the obvious to me.

Now I don’t know who will come into office in Egypt and what policies will be implemented, but what is clear as history has shown us again and again, is that majority of government changes in most countries never actually end up implementing changes that are best for all for the people of the country. It only ends up being a regurgitated version of the previous government where the same shit is promised and not produced, because the focus of the “new government” will usually be to support this abusive capitalistic money system, not supporting what’s actually best for the people of the country.

Politics currently is not real politics, it is not love thy neighbour as thyself, it is all gang based and essentially is all a sales pitch where a potential new leader gives an inflated messaged of hope and prosperity which captivates majority in the country to the point where the new leader is voted into office, or deliberately enforced into power through rigged elections. Then this new leader is heralded in the media as a shining saviour to the countries problems, purely on the back of “positive” sounding statements, as for example Barack Obama clearly shows.

I mean this is just unacceptable, however it’s not a point of judging these leaders, because they are equally deluded humans just like the rest of us existing as our programming, acting in self-interest, we are all in the same boat here on earth participating within and as this accepted and allowed polarity based money system of debt.

And one can notice currently and throughout history that it is clear the majority of leaders in the world do not walk the words they speak as a living example. So are not actually interested in changing themselves inside or in their application to what’s best for all and thus there is no change in the country that happens which is best for all. So these false prophet leaders only end up following their pre-programmed design to purely act in self-interest while presenting a bullshit message of hope for the countries people, as standard of living crumbles further for the majority.

Most of the time it is only patch up job solutions are presented and installed by new leaders in any country, because the route of the problem is never actually taken on and corrected.

So how politics exists in the world is completely unacceptable separation, there is no debate to be had about this, because no matter what any governments policies are, if it is not best for all life on earth then it is completely irrelevant because it will only result in abuse.

So it’s time to end this, we need real leaders that are not interested in maintaining capitalism, not interested in acting in self-interest, but are only interested in standing as what’s best for all in every way, leaders that no matter what, do not allow themselves to be diverted away from implementing equality in all ways.

And for these kinds of world leaders to emerge, we first need to realise who we currently are as pre-programmed organic robots of consciousness acting in self-interest is not acceptable, that we must stop this. Then we must take the necessary steps no matter how long it takes, to correct and perfect ourselves to live in equality and oneness here as this breathe in every moment as a living example of what’s best for all.

Because it is only when we stick to the principle of living what’s best for all as ourselves in our day to day living, that we can actually start assisting others with the support necessary to empower themselves to also live what’s best for all.

At Desteni this Is the focus - to basically come to terms with what is here, to realise how unacceptable what’s here really is, to forgive ourselves for what we have allowed to be created, to re-educate ourselves to do what’s never been done before, to actually live equality and oneness as the solution that’s best for all. And then to as a group develop ourselves into the political systems here to direct basic income grants, and eventually an equal money system into fruition worldwide to end poverty, hugely reduce abuse on earth in all ways, and take a giant leap towards heaven on earth being lived here.

So if you really care about changing this world for the better, if you really care about real world leaders that do what’s best for all emerging in the world, then research Desteni, research Equal Money, join us, take self-responsibility where we live the change we want to see in the world as Real World Leaders.

"Money doesn’t grow on trees"

2012-02-15T18:21:00.001-08:00

It certainly doesn’t, and it’s an interesting statement, because while it’s completely true for the majority of people, there are those in this world that this statement doesn’t apply to. But it is very clear that currently there is no such thing as a constant supply of unconditional money that falls from a metaphorical tree or from any source to our pockets. The condition in capitalism is always that we must do something as a form of proving we are “deserving of money”, where we basically have to prove we are worth keeping alive, a capital we must put down in order to continue existing here.

However there is a few super wealthy elites in this world that make so much profit daily from the abuse of others, where essentially you could say that these people have money that grows daily on a tree of greed, which produces far more money fruit then anyone could possibly require for themselves.

So it’s clear that the few people that have these trees of money are having them at the expense of others, so even for the super wealthy elites money is not free, because it comes at the cost of life, where the money from the tree is not shared equally with all, because the foundation of the tree is dependent on the condition of others suffering.

I have heard this statement “Money doesn’t grow on trees” many times growing up in this world, and it’s a statement that parents very often say to children when the child asks for a toy or something. We humans use the statement to explain how everything costs in this world, that there is a limited supply of money existing here and to justify why we cannot afford to buy something.

We allow this statement to disempower us as a bullshit philosophy, where we charge a belief through this statement that paying for everything is “just the way it is”, that we cannot change what’s here to support all life unconditionally when in fact we can change whats here. It’s just a simple matter of us getting self-honest about the fact that we all participate in this money system, thus we are all directly responsible for its outflows of abuse such as rape, wars, starvation, nature abuse, and thus we must take self-responsibility to create a world of real sharing as an actual lived Equality for all.

In this capitalistic system of debt everything costs, from the luxuries like new cars to the smallest of basics like a loaf of bread. So the statement “Money doesn’t grow on trees” is in essence showing us exactly how this money system operates, how we humans operate, according to what we allow, which is haves and have not’s, which is separation, which is unacceptable.

So in capitalism it is only possible for a select few to have any kind of “money trees” which become obscenely bigger all the time feeding off of everyone else, while majority of us have no trees providing free money whatsoever.

However with the correct action and implementation of a new money system we can plant a tree for every being in this world to provide basic necessities for a dignified life unconditionally from birth till death. This system is the equal money system we are proposing at desteni and the equal life foundation, as the solution to eradicate poverty, and massively reduce abuse in all ways in this world.

So to find out how we can actually create a system that grows money for all beings for free by taking responsibility for ourselves, walking a process of self-honesty/perfection while integrating into the political systems to implement an equal money system, then research desteni, research equal money and join the only group that is standing in fact for what’s best for all.

“It’s a free country”

2012-02-10T13:07:00.000-08:00

Is it really a free country? No its not, not in any way whatsoever. This statement I heard today from a work colleague, and I have heard many times growing up, and is such a clearly naïve, deceptive bullshit statement for anyone to say and actually believe to be true.

Because within common sense it is very clear that there is no such thing as a free existence in any country in a capitalistic money system, everything costs money, our entire ability to exist here in this world currently is dependent upon having money, and the more we have then the more we are able to have move things in our life, and the less we have then the less we can move, and obviously we just suffer and die.

So if we don’t have any money then nobody listens to us, nobody gives us the time of day, our word is completely disregarded, but when we have money then people want to listen to us, and “appreciate” our opinions/beliefs etc, where we have the ability to make statements like “it’s a free country”. Removing money from our lives exposes that this statement isn’t real, i mean its clear that when we are starving we are unable to state and believe it is a free country, because we wouldnt be starving if it was free. So poverty clearly shows us that there is no free country, that it is just pre-programmed idea we have allowed ourselves to believe is real.

“It’s a free country” enforces and charges the idea that we have the apparent freedom to believe whatever we want about the world, to conduct ourselves in any way we individually see fit according to a pre-programmed free choice we believe we have. Which in essence is how abuse is allowed to exist, because we can decide to avoid doing what’s best for all, which is always easier, because its what’s we have always known, and instead to only follow our individual programmed self-interest where we are separate from each other, believing we all have the right to believe and act in any way we like according to what we individually see as good and bad, without living a principle that is best for all.

This is unacceptable, and in actual fact our ability to believe and act in a certain way, is dictated by what the law, political and economic systems at work say is acceptable, so to believe we are all free to believe and act how we want is just delusional.

So this freedom of choice gives us a door to abuse, and is not actually real because it is only existing in our mind, and essentially it’s completely irrelevant having any kind of choice, unless we utilize common sense and live the principle of what’s best for all within our decision making.

Regardless of what we believe about the world, the fact is that we are all physical beings existing within and as a physical reality, and the only way we humans will be able to have an actual free country where everyone’s word is equally heard and appreciated will be in an equal money system where the principle of one man one vote is walked by all, where all are treated with dignity, honour and respect in every way.

In an equal money system there is no cost for basic necessities, its free from birth to death, there is no monetary debt accumulation for any human, and we are free to express ourselves in whatever we want, as long as it is not abusive in nature. So this freedom to express for all without having to pay for our existence is completely unconditional giving and receiving as what we want for ourselves we give to another.

In an equal money system, delusional beliefs such as religions, and anything that supports separation will eventually evaporate out of existence, because when we no longer have to fight for our survival, we are able to spend more time looking at ourselves, realising how we exist. And through support available from the equal life government, all will be unconditionally provided with the tools necessary to re-program ourselves to live equality in every way as we are being provided for, which is done through the desteni tools.

So research desteni and equal money, expose yourself, live as an optimum effective human, doing what’s best for all through corrective application and practical living, then through coming together as the desteni group, we participate in enlarging the group, we stand as a group of individual votes for equality, and as the group expands, we adequately prepare ourselves to enter the political systems here to direct this capitalistic money system to an equal money system where the statement “it’s a free country” will actually be realized and lived.

The Matrix-Vendetta Syndrome

2012-02-08T14:54:00.000-08:00

So today I watched the matrix, and I haven’t watched it in maybe 6 months or so, now I find the film itself is excellent which I always enjoy, and from my perspective is a “pivotal” film for people to see, because of its relevance to what we humans allow here on earth - How we all equally allow ourselves to exist enslaved as a pre-programmed system within and as an illusionary alternate reality as the mind which abuses life. There are many cool points in the film, and while I was watching it today, I realised how we have allowed the film to brainwash us to focus on conflicting with what’s here as something separate from ourselves.

I have noticed that when I first saw the film in 1999, it had an interesting effect on me, where I believed after watching it that this film is “special” in some way, and I allowed it to enforce layers in my mind to a belief that there is “one” special human in this world that can correct all the fuck ups here.

But also it affected me where I started believing that this is what we humans must do - which is come together in a group to start doing secret operations to destroy the system in some way, to fight and destroy the machine enslaving us, through the use of war, without realising at the time that it is actually us that is the machine enslaving ourselves. We are the Matrix.

Then I remember I read a story a few years after first watching the matrix, where a kid watched the film, and was completely possessed by it, where he actually thought his parents where agents from the film, and then he killed them.

Now that’s an extreme case, but this idea of blaming and physically abusing others for what’s here is getting worse in the world, where we cannot even see what we are doing in the mirror of self-honesty.

And then within this it’s very interesting when we look for instance at recent protesting movements such as occupy wall street/anonymous that want to conflict with the government and wealthy elites believing they are separate from the system here.

Now we are all brainwashed by the media growing up, but it seems a lot of these kinds of aggressive groups have allowed themselves to be heavily, heavily affected by films like the matrix, and any anti-government films where we allow the films to assist in creating a personality possession which becomes us where we believe we essentially must go to war with the government.

For example it’s fascinating how the group anonymous focus on “staying secret” and actually utilise the exact same masks as the character V from the movie V for Vendetta, which is also a cool film. But i mean this clearly shows how we humans have allowed ourselves to be brainwashed by the film industry, and actually are trapped within a belief that we must blame the government as something separate from us taking an aggressive stance, believing that some apparent magical event will manifest from our war like behaviour to destroy the government, which is just not true.

So it’s like many of these groups are actually a designed outflow of movies like Matrix and V for vendetta, where we have allowed ourselves to believe we are freeing ourselves by fighting with the government, when in actual fact we are furthering our enslavement within and as the mind, making abuse worse on Earth, which is completely unacceptable.

in actual fact the only valid kind of activism, is grouping together to implement what’s best for all through political means, where each participant in the group is taking action to stand equal to all systems here and direct what’s here to equality.

So each member realises that we are responsible for everything that exists here, and is in a process of realising, correcting and perfecting ourselves, which prepares the group to enter into the political arena and implement an equal money system.

The Desteni group is in fact the only group that is focused on really ending all abusive systems existing here on earth for real in every way. Because the message of Desteni is the message of Equality, which is the message of Jesus, which is loving thy neighbour as thyself, which is so unbreakable in its foundation, because only what’s best for all exists within the message.

So I suggest to not allow ourselves to fall stricken with the “Matrix-Vendetta syndrome”, where we cannot even see we are fighting against ourselves, hiding from ourselves and it is time for us to change. Time for us to get real about what is happening here on earth, to stop blaming others, to see in Self-Honesty how what exists without is actually a reflection of what clearly exists within us individually. And within this realization to see that it is in fact our responsibility to correct everything that’s here, starting with what we individually allow to exist within and as us, and then extending the equality we individually walk to the world as a whole.

How I was able to hear the desteni message

2012-02-04T10:27:00.000-08:00

To get to the point of actually unconditionally hearing the desteni message has been a process in itself, because when I first came across desteni material in 2007, I reacted in fear, and essentially allowed what I was hearing and reading to create a kind of storm of opinions, judgements and fears within and as me.

I found the minimal information I had researched at the time to be fascinating however I was completely entrenched within and as a belief of “higher light” Ascension, and Aliens, swimming in my mind blissfully, which at the time I perceived to be the only solution to correct humanity- basically that all humans must sit down and focus on ass-ending lol.

So I saw the message of desteni as a massive threat to my beliefs at the time of ascension, so I then allowed myself to become this defence-attack mechanism which I have taken up many times in my life, where I felt like I must fight for my beliefs, “protect the light” and “attack the evil”, that desteni is evil and I must destroy this group, existing as a frictional positive/negative polarity that all humans have accepted to be real in every decision we make, when in fact none of it is ever real.

So I was massively deluded, as these light mind possessions, which was such a sweet tasting belief that I defined myself according to, and would do anything to enforce on others, where I experienced myself like a kind of “spiritual light warrior” and that it was my responsibility to go around fighting “evil” which I defined at the time as anyone that disputes light working delusions.

This idea of lights in my mind was so entertaining to me at the time, I deceived myself into believing that I was changing the abuse within and as me, but in fact I was purely distracting and supressing myself from real change, where I was only creating more mental relationships, feeding my ego, enforcing my programming. No matter how much mediation I was focusing on, I simply could not stop myself from thinking about crime and destruction in general in every way.

And so after a while of constant thinking about desteni, and after I had uploaded a lot of abuse towards desteni on YouTube, I started to slow down and look at myself. I was beginning to realise in mid-2008 how much I was deceiving myself into believing I’m changing, where I claim divinity, yet I’m attacking a group like desteni and anyone that disagreed with me in general. Then I could see I was justifying these attacks towards others in my mind because of believing that its destenis fault why I’m experiencing annoyance within and as me towards them.

So it was a point of Self-honesty, where I could see it was me reacting to desteni, I was the starting point of allowing this reaction, I built it, I could see that these reactions I allowed to be triggered were not the desteni groups fault, but entirely my own. And I could see that in fact I was not changing for the best of all within beliefs of ascension, not changing at all, just charging my programming.

So within noticing more and more that meditation and my dearly valued light working was actually having no effect on correcting the abuse existing within and as me, then I decided that I am tired of my own bullshit, tired of deceiving myself, tired of my abuse. So I said to myself – this has to end, and I was beginning to realise that real Equality is the only way to end abuse.

At first I believed my ability to start hearing the desteni message was because of aliens talking to me in my mediations lol, telling me that desteni is the way. However that was all shit I made up in my mind at the time, attempting to hang onto some kind of “specialness” as “communicating with aliens”, which I have since applied a lot of self-forgiveness on. Because in actual fact, I was able to hear the desteni message because of getting bored of my own bullshit I existed as, and actually wanting to change for the best of all.

So then I started to test desteni tools of self-writing, self-forgiveness, self-honesty and common sense particularly in relation to thoughts of destroying desteni, ascension/aliens, selling drugs, carrying weapons, and harming people for money etc.

What I found immediately was fascinating, where I was able to stick to breath and not entertain thoughts that came up through writing about it, applying self-forgiveness and sticking to breathe everytime the thoughts came up. Because the desteni tools when effectively applied allow us to actually see what we are accepting and allowing in every here breathe – whether it is best for all, or is from a starting point of self-interest, and to not go into that which is based in self-interest.

It was awesome to be able to actually start directing myself within and as breathe, to start aligning myself to the physical, instead of what I was doing with ascension/meditation, which was distracting myself in my mind from physical reality, distracting myself within delusion from the actuality of how I was existing, but not actually changing. Within applying desteni tools for real, I found I could put myself in the shoes of another, and I could see how unacceptable my abusive behaviour towards myself as others has been.

So very quickly after testing desteni tools for a while, I was like – “fuck me, this stuff really works!” And ever since then around the start of 2009 I have been walking this process of self-realization and self-honesty, expanding myself within and as the desteni message of equality and oneness, supporting anything desteni related.

There is many points I have faced and corrected within myself and my day to day application, however there is so much more shit for me to deal with, because we humans have only known our brainwashing for our entire existence, but the coolest thing within any limitation I’m accepting and allowing currently, is that I know from experience that real change is possible, and I have the tools to actually manifest real change that is best for all as myself.

So this process is the hardest thing that humans have ever taken on, but I am so grateful for this process, so grateful for everything everyone at desteni has done and continues to do, because for me there is no doubt that if I had not heard the desteni message I would very likely be sat in a prison cell trying to mediate to another reality lol, or possibly I could have been dead by now.

So if you are tired of your own limitations, tired of being a deceiver, tired of turning a blind eye to reality and you want to make a change to yourself and the world as a whole, then research and join us at desteni, because we in fact stand for what’s best for all life.

The End of Ignorance and Pain is Equal Money

2012-01-24T16:22:00.000-08:00

So about a week ago there was strong wind in the middle of the night, which broke a piece off a fence at the bottom of the garden. So after some investigation in the morning, I realised that the whole fence needs to be replaced, because the guys who installed the fencing years ago did not complete the last panel effectively, as it was slightly misaligned and also my next door neighbours side of the fence was completely rotten, which was due to no paint or varnish protection being applied on their side of the fence, which I suggested they do about a year ago, which they didn’t do, and thus we all suffered the consequence of a slowly decaying, weakening fence which the wind finally floored in the night.

Fascinating how we humans blindly exist only within and as the multiple bubbles in our mind to the degree where we are completely cut off from what’s here, unaware of the rot that is spreading through this reality as ourselves, completely brainwashed to not even notice how much suffering is existing moment by moment. And within that we are completely unwilling to support the physical as ourselves because our accepted and allowed pre-programming forbids us from seeing the actuality of what’s here and what must be done to correct and perfect what’s here. Lots of philosophies, conflicting opinions, and beliefs about how to correct and perfect what’s here, but no actual solution based in physical reality that considers what’s best for all in every way.

We are designed to not give a fuck about what’s best for all, and to rather only consider our self-interest, focusing on a golden hereafter ticket as ego, where the only “solutions” we support are those that consider some first instead of all first, where we actually are just allowing the world to accumulate further and further into absolute chaos, and we are just hiding and denying this by entertaining and existing purely as our programmed minds 24/7.

Anyway so I knew I couldn’t afford a new fence at the moment, so I began to repair the fence as best as possible by nailing pieces of wood back together and generally realigning things.

Then I started to get a bit agitated at one point, which was because I reacted to nobody wanting to help me repair the fence, also one part of the fence was taking a bit of time to do, and I had a lot of other things that still required to be done for the day.

So then I started to physically tighten a bit and rush what I was doing, existing in the hereafter as a hope that I can complete it soon, instead of remaining here as breathe. And then as I was knocking in a nail at a quick pace, I missed the nail and smacked my thumb with the hammer right on the thumbnail.

The pain shot through my thumb, I gritted my teeth, squinted, I took in a sharp quick breath and while I tried to ignore the pain in my mind for a moment, there was about 20 seconds where there was nothing but the pain in my thumb that I could focus on here. Nothing else existed but the uncomfortability in my thumb, which is always the case whenever we experience real physical pain, there is no escaping from it, no pretending it’s not here, ignorance to pain is not possible when we are directly experiencing it here.

If only we humans could realise this point within the context of oneness and equality then we would not be ignoring the suffering that the physical is going through here on earth as starvation, rape, war and the abuse of nature.

So over the next hour after hitting my thumb, the nail started to turn a bit black from bruising, I focused on breathing, and within this experience was a cool realisation that physical pain is always very shit, and is completely real.

While “pain” in our mind as for example my experience of annoyance that nobody was attempting to fix the fence with me, and the hope to finish it quickly, was never actually real pain, it was just self-created in my head. And neither was the want to ignore the real pain in my thumb for a moment, this was also equally not real, but just existing in my head as ego in separation of myself. Real physical pain cannot be ignored in anyway no matter what, no matter how tough you think you are, no matter how delusional we get, real pain is real pain for us all. And there are so many beings in this reality right now as I type this, which are experiencing real unimaginable pain in comparison to the pain of hitting my thumb with a hammer.

This global pain is unacceptable, cannot be ignored in self-honesty, and destonians are those that refuse to ignore the pain existing here. Refuse to turn a blind eye to abuse within and without, and are not satisfied until a solution that’s best for all is lived in fact.

So what must be considered by all is that within an equal money system there is nobody left to suffer without support, there is no ignorance to suffering, while people will still be able to hurt themselves through hitting their thumb for instance, however interms of global suffering like starvation that will disapear, because the basis of an equal money system is the principle of facing what’s here, correcting the source of the suffering and offering equal unconditional support for all from birth till death, so that all can be facilitated to grow to be the most effective human possible, which equates to humanity becoming as effective as possible, where we can transcend pain and ignorance to it in all ways for good, which is best for all - so within fixing a rotten fence and hitting my thumb with a hammer was some cool realisations.

Fuck "buddies"

2012-01-11T14:52:00.000-08:00

This is something which I have a lot of experience of, as do alot of people in the world, which in my self-investigation has come from a fear that has developed since the end of my last relationship. A fear in my mind that if I am to have another relationship, then there will be arguments, jealousy, anger and general emotion possessions that will come up which I fear to face. Fearing change, fearing myself, fearing that I will compromise myself to keep the other person happy if I have a relationship with them, where even If I see the partner blatantly allowing abuse as long as I have sex as a reward for keeping the partner happy, then I will say nothing, where a slave-master situation exists. So in my mind this is used as an excuse as to why I’m only looking for sex from a potential partner. So in my backchat whenever I meet and get to know a potential partner, this fear of relationship personality initiates, and all the thoughts focus around just having a “friendship” with the person that I can talk to, and have sex with, without having to deal with and face the other “difficult” parts of relationships that come up.

It’s like in my mind just desiring to have the “best parts” of my last relationship, which I considered to be “deep” discussions and sex. So there’s a fear of being intimate, with another accepting myself and another fully, developing a relationship that is actually stable, supportive and thus would have longevity. Also there’s a fear that if I am to get into a relationship with another, then I will just be wanting to be with a “better partner” in my mind, so I have been believing that I will not be satisfied in a relationship, and will thus go out to have sex with someone else because I am not trusting myself fully. So this defence mechanism engages around a potential partner, where backchat starts coming up like “don’t have a relationship with this person Marley, you will probably cheat on her, or she will cheat on you so don’t bother having a relationship, just have sex”.

So a few days ago I was sitting in my room after finishing work, and I started experiencing thoughts based in boredom, and as always whenever I experience boredom within and as me, there is a domino effect where after the boredom, then I immediately start getting thoughts about sex come up.

And because I didn’t stand as these thoughts equal and one here as they came up, taking self-responsibility releasing the thoughts through self-forgiveness/breathing, the thoughts started to charge, and I instead allowed myself to be controlled by these thoughts, where I shifted into this “fuck buddy” personality.

Then I texted a female friend purely wanting to fulfil this built up desire for sex as this “fuck buddy” personality I was accepting and allowing myself to be. This female told me she was out drinking, and then she asked me to pick her up, so I picked her up knowing that this person was completely drunk and thus it would be easy to have sex.

So we went back to her place, where we sat and chatted for a while, but during the whole time, it was like I couldn’t even hear what she was saying here, because all I was thinking about was sex. Then we got into a heated debate about politics as the energy was accumulating within myself in the conversation, which eventually resulted in me and this female having sex.

Immediately after the sex though, there was immediate backchat to leave, because the sex here was not a physical expression, it was purely mind sex from the starting point of building energy to attain the orgasm. So I put my clothes on said goodbye and as I left she said to me she wants to see me again soon, which I agreed to.

However as I was walking downstairs I realised the self-deception within myself that I have been allowing within this fuck buddy relationship. Because it occurred to me that if we didn’t have sex with each other, then there would be no friendship of any kind, which revealed to me that every fuck buddy I have would not be my buddy if we didn’t fuck, because the friendship is not real. It is purely based on charging the sex system within and as me through the orgasm, which just furthers my starting point of separation.

So I can see how I am limiting myself within this point of only wanting fuck buddies, placing value in my mind on fucking believing it to be “better” and “safer” then having a relationship, which is not true and is not supportive within walking a process of self-honesty, because as I have revealed the fuck buddy is purely to charge my programming as the sex system in separation of myself as something more than me here.

When in fact if I am saying I am less than this sex system I have created and built up as myself, then I am a slave to this sex system, and thus unable to change what I am allowing. However a self-supportive relationship could be developed, if I can come to terms with and correct my self-created separation of myself in relation to sex and relationships, because while my focus is on attaining mind sex from a potential partner, then it is best for all for me to not have fuck buddies or a relationship until I stand as self-trust as myself, where I am actually able to support myself unconditionally physically here as another – I am not willing to accept my limitations, and so I walk investigating, forgiving, re-scripting myself within and as breath until here no further.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear having a relationship again, because of believing and fearing that I will become emotionally possessed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear becoming emotionally possessed within a relationship.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use this as a justification as to why I only want to have sex with a potential partner, rather than develop a relationship.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to only desire to have a a fuck buddy instead of a relationship.

I forgive myself that I have not realised until now that by engaging in fuck buddy relationships, that I am in fact only furthering my starting point of separation through charging the sex system existing within and as me.

I forgive myself that I have not realised and understood that by allowing myself to be controlled by my back chat in relation to desiring sex, that I am actually saying I am less then these thoughts enslaved to these thoughts, as if I cannot stop participation, when in fact I can.

I forgive myself that I have not realised that within fearing relationships, I am actually saying that I fear myself as another, and thus will see myself as separate from another according to my programming.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being controlled by my partner in a relationship, and thus justifying in my mind why I am only searching for fuck buddies.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to justify why I look for fuck buddies, because of having no attachments, and fearing being controlled by another in a relationship.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in my mind that any serious relationship I attempt to develop with a female will only fail and end in abuse before I am actually experiencing this relationship.

I forgive myself that I have not realised until now that within believing that any relationship I attempt to have with a female will fail, I am actually disempowering myself, feeding my programming through agreeing with it, and within that no change that’s best for all is possible.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as this disempowerment in relation to sex and relationships.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to try and protect myself from being emotionally hurt by a female, by only looking for sex.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that when I become this “search for fuck buddy” personality that it is the woman’s fault why I become this personality, and that it is a justified defence mechanism within my mind to avoid being hurt or hurting another.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame someone else for what I am experiencing inside instead of taking responsibility for myself, standing as the directive principle of equality and oneness through breathe.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to take full responsibility for all reactions related to sex and relationships that come up in my days, because any reaction is in fact always self-created and manifested physically within participation with pre-programming by self and self alone, which I realise in self-honesty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to avoid having to deal with “difficult” parts of a relationship, and to within that define myself as a person that will still find a way to avoid whatever my mind deems as difficult, which is to avoid what is here, which is separation which must be stopped.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the physical, by becoming an entity personality possession looking for only sex when I am around a potential partner.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that sex was the only part of my last relationship that is worth looking for again, and to within that believe that sex always has the highest value over anything else in a relationship.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place value on sex as “most important” when there is in fact nothing that is more important than anything else within a relationship, it is all equally here because within equality nothing has more value, all is equal in fact.

I forgive myself that I have not realised until now that all sexual intercourse I am engaging in with having fuck buddies is all based in the mind, in stimulating myself according to pictures, replaying memories, and the orgasm energy, enforcing my programming, instead of actual physical expression here within and as breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear letting go of the mind sex I have defined myself within and as, when in fact this mind sex is not really me as who I really am as life, it is only programming existing in my head, that I have accepted myself to be and thus it is equal as me, but which is only coming to fruition with my allowance of myself to participate with this programming instead of seeing the deception and changing it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear expressing myself physically here within and as real sex, because I have never done it before, every sexual experience I have had with a female thus far has been purely sex based in pre-programming which I can change by changing myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being intimate with another in a relationship, which is just saying I am still not fully intimate with myself, or trusting myself in anyway.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to and believe that if I have a relationship, I will only be desiring to have a different partner, so I should not have a relationship, and this I justify in my mind why I only want a fuck buddy. Which even if it is true, I am already designing it within believing it before I am there, which disempowers me to change, when in fact I am the designer of myself within every here breathe.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look for satisfaction from another within relationships or sexual encounters, where I compromise myself by believing that it is always the other person that must satisfy me, without realising that satisfaction is always here within and as every breathe, it is not something to be attained from someone else.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I must “protect” myself when I am around a potential partner through becoming a fuck buddy personality, so I don’t have to face and change myself here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the sex system within and as me through feeding into and becoming this personality in my mind of only seeking for sex to charge my sex system within and as me, instead of realising my own limitation, and directing this sex system I have accepted and allowed myself to become equal and one within and as self-corrective application.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience boredom when I’m sitting in my room after work, with what I perceive in my mind as having “nothing to do”.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience and define myself according to a want for sex to “fill in” what I perceive in my mind as a void of boredom that I experience myself as sometimes after work when I’m sat in my room.

I forgive myself that I have not realised that within allowing myself to be controlled by thought to go and have sex with a fuck buddy, then I am in fact saying that I am less then these thoughts as if I cannot take self-responsibility, when I in fact can.

I forgive myself that I have not taken self-responsibility for myself immediately when bored/sexual thoughts come up, by breathing and remaining here physically.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have sex from the starting point of creating energy, first in conversation with a fuck buddy having a heated debate, then building into mind sex.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide from facing and correcting my limitations within sex through fuelling the system within having fuck buddies.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as mind sex, where I believe in my mind that I cannot enjoy sex unless I have it in certain ways according to memory, and what I have placed value on according to my programming.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I cannot enjoy sex unless it is in certain ways based on how I have allowed my programming to be and become.

I forgive myself that I have not realised that by entertaining and charging my sex system programming within and as me by having a fuck buddy, that I am just enforcing my programming, strengthening the idea that I “must have it” in certain ways to enjoy sex, fuelling my starting point of separation, where change is not possible.

I forgive myself that I have not realised that every “fuck buddy” I have is not an actually a real friendship at all, and if we could not entertain our sex systems with each other, then we wouldn’t even be “friends” revealing that the “friendship” is completely conditional and based in separation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear what my fuck buddies will think if I stop communicating with them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear having no fuck buddies, because of fearing having to face my limitations within sex.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to go without fuck buddies because of fearing what they will think If I stop contacting them

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as weak for feeding into my sex system within having fuck buddies.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience anger at myself for not correcting my limitations within sex.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to doubt that I will be able to change my limitations within sex as self-doubt, where I then justify feeding my sex system through having fuck buddies.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as this fear, judgement, anger, and doubt, within which there is no opportunity to change, because I am not allowing the possibility of change because of fearing what other think, judging myself, being angry with myself and doubting myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not face and accept all parts of my programming unconditionally here, so that I am able to empower myself to change, instead of supressing sex limitations, and entertaining them with fuck buddies.

I forgive myself that I have allowed this point of entertaining my sex system to accumulate, instead of standing as the directive principle of equality and oneness, within and as breathe dealing with the points as they come up here as myself.

“Revenge is Sweet”

2012-01-03T15:58:00.000-08:00

This is a statement I have heard many, many times in my life, as well as stating and believing this myself in the past. And just yesterday I heard it again, when I was in conversation with a close female friend regarding her ex-partner. She explained to me that because he was very abusive to her, she sometimes would like to see him suffer because “revenge is sweet”.

It’s a fascinating pre-programming that we humans have which obviously feeds into conflict as retaliations to being directly abused. This is a basis of how a gang mentality operates, It’s as if we believe in our mind that once we have hurt the person that hurt us, that there will actually be a tangible sweet taste that we experience – lol very fucked up.

However within believing a statement like “revenge is sweet” as a personality, we are actually completely mind possessed looking for a quick route outside of ourselves to try and make ourselves feel better by harming another that harmed us, where we are not taking self-responsibility for ourselves. In Self-honesty we realise that revenge has nothing to do with another person, its starting point is what we have allowed, and only ego will look for a reason to attack the person that abused us, because whether we were physically hurt or not, our ego was also hurt as well, in our minds we feel as if we have lost our respect, our honour and fear it happening again – and so must apparently look outside of ourselves to go out and hurt the person which abused us so that we can “reclaim” our respect. It is simply complete separation of ourselves to believe such a statement as “revenge is sweet”, the personality was offended, then it’s just constant swirling fear based backchat stabbing the person in thought since the event that has not been dealt with, which eventually manifests as a person acting out against someone.

So this acting out “to get even” with someone as the statement “revenge is sweet” is actually only us allowing ourselves to harm ourselves, according to the principle of oneness and equality. It is only an accumulation of thoughts that have not been dealt with, and is just fuelled by a fear of being hurt again, and that apparently in order to stop this we must attack the person first, to not only “get even” but to hurt them so badly they cannot hurt us again.

It is a desperate attempt to try and protect ourselves from others, which is in fact only us trying to protect ourselves from ourselves. When really all we are doing is hiding from ourselves, hiding from the fact that this want for revenge has nothing to do with the other person, it is only us reacting and looking for a point outside of ourselves to blame about what we are experiencing inside, which will be a feeling of disrespect, embarrassment, fear and anger.

But to believe that these experiences inside us and as us will be “healed” with “sweet revenge” is insanity, because we could have just sorted out our experience inside through self-forgiveness/breathing application which is best for all. However, trying to control and suppress our experiences of embarrassment, disrespect etc by harming another is nothing but abusive insanity which will not actually correct our internal inadequacies, but only supress them – so trying to control an outcome according to self-interest and fear harming another, is a clear indicator of a massive mental dysfunction which can only possibly cause abuse.

So do not allow any ideas that revenge is sweet in anyway, becuase it is not, it is just abuse, and in an Equal Money System, the statement “revenge is sweet” will eventually be commonly understood in society as nothing more than the formula of endless war, the mathematical equation of chaos, a relic belief of a dark age of mankind where we abused our neighbour as we do now.

So research equal money, join desteni and be one vote for a system of world equality in every way, a system where the abuse of revenge will not been seen as something “sweet” and will eventually be no more, which is best for all.

“What will be will be”

2011-12-30T16:39:00.000-08:00

So I was recently having a discussion with a female friend that is having relationship problems, and towards the end of the discussion she was saying how she is not sure if she wants to stay with her partner, and when I suggested she tell her partner this, she said to me “I’m not sure - what will be, will be”.

Now immediately I found this interesting, and I have heard this and stated this many times growing up myself, and when I look back I remember that whenever I would say this statement, it was always in relation to something that I was uncertain about, something I felt less then, something I didn’t feel able to direct for myself. It’s an interesting statement because it is actually in fact always the case that what we accept and allow to be existing here in this moment as reality, is actually what will be accepted and allowed as such in the next moment through our participation, because it is what we remember doing and defining ourselves according to as personalities and so what has been will be again.

This statement feeds into people’s ideas of “who knows what the future brings” when in fact we know what the future brings in self-honesty, we know what is the starting point and consequence of participation within any point, take capitalism for example, it only has one road, which is destruction because of its starting point as polarity separation.

“What will be will be” explains how we are all able to predict our own future, because we are the ones that are designing ourselves within every here moment of breath. “What will be will be” is like saying we are not actually interested in moving ourselves to implement a solution here that will create a world in the future that’s best for all. Because we are uncertain about the future, we fear the future, we fear change and we would always prefer that someone else does the hard work for us to change here, instead of taking self-responsibility to make the future certain as a reality of equality. We define ourselves here according to the past, according to built up fears, ideas, beliefs, perceptions, judgements, within our mind, which manifests a future which is only based in systematic memory time-loops.

The starting point of these time-loops is not actually real, it is just limitation where we are not existing here as this breath, constant, stable as the physical moving within and as the self-directive principle of equality and oneness, as life, but are purely existing as a pre-programmed system. An organic time loop robot right down to our DNA, and In Self-Honest investigation we allow ourselves to see exactly how any point in existence came to be the way it is.

In Self-Honesty we know what we allow, but we fear facing and changing what we allow, because it is easier to do what everyone is doing, to do what we have always been taught is “right” to do by our environment, family and general social conditioning, which is to generate energy to feel “good” feeding systems of abuse in self-interest, that disregard life, causing massive harm. and in Self honesty we know when we hide, busying ourselves with anything outside of ourselves, to avoid having to face ourselves and take self-responsibility, to avoid being intimate with ourselves, because we are not willing to really change something about ourselves to what is best for all through critical common sense evaluation.

What will be is always what will be, it’s a cool statement to reveal our pre-programming, because when this statement is taken on as a personality, then it causes a problem where we start believing that something else outside of ourselves is responsible for what is happening in our world and our reality. In this context, “what will be will be” is a doorway to abuse being allowed and justified, it’s basically like saying for example “I might stop smoking, I might not, I might change, I might not, I don’t really know because it’s not up to me – what will be will be”. This is a disempowering statement based in procrastination, in absolute laziness, because it implies that something can only change by itself or by some exterior force, but that we individually can do nothing to change ourselves or anything about this reality, that brainwashing apparently doesn’t require any realization and self-correction from ourselves, which is of course dishonesty.

In an equal money system the statement “what will be will be” will eventually be commonly understood as relating to what is here, is what we design by ourselves through our direct participation within and without, moment by moment, what exists here is not up to some intangible force, because we are all equally responsible for what exists here. What will be is equality for all, where there is no uncertainty about the future, there is only the certainty of what we design in each moment as what’s best for all.

Equal Money System – No More Eco-Cons

2011-12-27T14:27:00.000-08:00

So today I read a story in the newspaper, which exposed that many “Eco-products” that supposedly save energy actually save no energy at all. Now I work in renewable energy selling Solar panels, so I know that there are a lot of benefits to a lot of renewable systems that are best for all, and eventually will be incorporated in an equal money system. However currently in capitalism only the rich can afford the best renewable energy systems, just like any product, and now there is many, many so called “eco-friendly” products that are a complete waste of time and resource to be made, and actually save no energy whatsoever, and do not support the environment in anyway, but are marketed as if they do.

The story that I read explained how a new “eco-friendly” iron actually saved no more energy than the previous iron the company brought out, but cost a lot more. The story then explained how a new “eco-coffee machine” claimed to have the top energy rating for efficiency, when in fact no such energy rating for coffee machines exists. Also a new blender brought out that had an “eco-mode” as a setting on it for a supposed more efficient blender using less energy, however when this setting was used, it turned out to just be the off switch for the blender lol - ridiculous.

The watchdog group that did the investigation into these falsely claimed energy efficient products stated that companies’ making exaggerated energy saving claims on new products is on a massive rise currently.

So what is revealed in this story, is that it is a clear example of how marketing in capitalism works, how products are misrepresented purposely to mislead customers into believing they are getting something which they don’t actually get once they have paid for it. It’s all about profit, feeding into peoples programmed desires, playing on peoples perceived morality, selling false dreams that we humans accept and allow. I mean majority of people that I sell Solar panels to will often tell me they see themselves as a “good person” that really cares about the planet, and companies know this and catch these kinds of people with marketing schemes selling energy saving products that don’t actually work.

so majority of companies in existence do not actually care about providing the highest standard of product possible to the customer, but instead are only interested in accumulating more profit then other rival companies through any means necessary no matter how abusive the means. I mean that’s capitalism for you – compete with others, fight to survive, beat your opponent until they are unconscious no matter how deceptive and abusive the technique is.

Misleading, marketing is in our faces everyday currently, for example when you go to MacDonald’s and you order a burger – does the burger you receive look anything like the burger on the advert? No not at all, because in the adverts it looks large and juicy, pieced together precisely, but when you go and buy one, what you get looks more like a squashed up sandwich. Or how many times have we opened a pack of some kind of food product, and the pack is only half full, but the pack is large enough to fit twice the amount in.

In an Equal Money System this whole point of misleading people with exaggerated claims on a product will be removed. Products will only function in exactly the way the product is marketed as, no more no less, because only the most efficient will be sold. In an equal money system there is no more competing companies in any field that are looking to beat rival companies through deceptive means. There is only what’s best for all in an equality system, which is to have the best of everything and stop producing products that are meaningless, and where only created from a dishonest starting point of accumulating profit, like the products in this story I read. So only the most efficient energy saving/renewable energy products that support the environment will be allowed to be made in an equal money system, no more false energy saving cons.

So join Desteni, research and support an Equal Money System, where no more deceptive marketing of products will be allowed, where only the actuality of a product is marketed, where just like all basic necessities all home energy will be provided to all for free, where only the most efficient energy saving/renewable products will be made.

Also to check out some real products now that really do exactly what they say, and are massively supportive in expanding ones understanding of how reality operates, and how to change this world from abuse to support, then check out http://eqafe.com and http://desteniiprocess.com.

Equal Money System - The end of Taxation and Secrecy

2011-12-20T17:25:00.000-08:00

So today I read a story in the news which revealed that Britain’s tax authorities H&M revenue and customs have just given the American Banking firm Goldman Sachs £10 Million to avoid paying national insurance on gigantic bonuses for Goldman Sachs bankers that work in London: http://www.guardian.co.uk/business/2011/oct/11/goldman-sachs-interest-tax-avoidance

There was a leaked document that surfaced revealing that in a secret location in London last December, there was a meeting with the head of Revenue, and Goldman Sachs where the wealthy Wall Street banking firm was forgiven £10m interest on a failed tax avoidance scheme. The leaked document that got into the mainstream UK paper The Guardian revealed that it was Britain’s top tax official permanent secretary Dave Hartnett that shook hands on a settlement with Goldman Sachs last December.

The leaked documents also suggested that the previous Commons public accounts committee chairman Edward Leigh was purposefully deceived into believing that it is illegal to reveal details of such secret meetings, when in fact it is not illegal at all. Hartnett is due for questioning on Wednesday by the Commons public accounts committee, which will more than likely only provide a minor punishment.

Now I find this story fascinating, because it is an excellent indicator of the levels of deception and manipulation existing in our world today. Stories like this expose the inequality existing in every area of Capitalism, and very clearly send a message to all that – “we are being fucked by ourselves on a massive scale and require a solution immediately.

This story basically reveals how law operates within Capitalism, which is not actually in place to support anyone apart from those of us that are the “fat cats” of this reality. This story reveals how Laws are no longer Laws when you are one of the wealthy elitists, Laws become more like minor guidelines that you can get around with money. One law for some, and different for the rest, the rich get richer and the poor get poorer, Polarity - this story shows with clarity that if you have a lot of money, then you are able to bend the law to your self-interested means to assist in accumulating more money for yourself while the majority of life on earth suffers.

This story reveals that if you have enough money you can place mechanisms of protection around you, so you can live in a “secret world” where nobody is allowed to know what you’re doing so you can continue to get away with abuse.

It is completely unacceptable in every way imaginable that we humans would allow for such things to exist, and it will require all that humanity has to stop these kinds of events continuing, or there will be no future for any of us.

As these kinds of events accumulate in the world, 99% of the population will continue to get less and less money, as cost of living rises. People are getting very angry around the world within realising the deception existing in politics/economy, which is and will continue to manifest consequences like the recent riots in London, and the occupy Wall Street movement, which will become more and more violent.

Acts of protest/violence against the government or any corporation/banking firm is something that majority of humans have not yet realised after thousands of years – it only increases the abuse existing on earth, and is literally us fighting against ourselves. Because although there are those that cause more harm than others daily, in actual fact in Self-Honesty it is all of us that are equally responsible for what’s existing on Earth. We are all equally accepting and allowing ourselves to participate in this money system which feeds these wealthy elite and continues the abuse of Billions of people around the world living below the poverty line on less than £1 a day, without providing a solution that is best for all.

The problem is not “out there” as pointing the finger to blame and judge someone else, the problems in this world systemically originate from us individually, inside and without within our participation. It’s like a direct reflection of ourselves – the abuse that’s existing inside ourselves is manifesting every day in our world, that’s why the world is so fucked up, it’s because we are so fucked up, because what we give value to in each moment within the layers of our mind, we then charge and enforce our own individual brainwashing and the brainwashing of everyone else. Within this we are not actually living life, we are not expanding ourselves as this world by standing as the directive principle of what’s best for all in each moment, we are only accepting and allowing systems of control to exist, to create energy in our mind, feeding our programming, then believing that these experiences in our minds as thoughts, feelings and emotions is real, when it is not at all.

At Desteni we share and expose the deception of ourselves as everything existing in this reality, and apply workable liveable tools daily as a process of self –correction/perfection, as well as promoting/driving for a political solution to capitalism that’s best for all which is the Equal Money System. Because we realise that humans/money are the problem and the solution, we realise that we are all actually in fact responsible for everything that exists here on earth in every way - that there is nothing outside of ourselves, nothing to blame and separate ourselves from, that there is no solutions for a better world within spirituality/protest, and that there is only us humans here that have created an abomination of abuse, which requires a real solution that takes all beings into consideration to uplift everyone to live a life of fulfilment.

In an Equal Money system there will be no more Taxation/VAT/National Insurance/Loans/Debt for anybody, everybody will be paid equally in all jobs according to the labour time provided - 1 hours’ work equals 1 hours pay, with no exceptions. The government will thus not be stealing from some to give to others, because a government based in Equality can only support all Life unconditionally, because all that will be relevant will be what’s best for all, so there will be complete transparency in all political/monetary/company affairs and in all decisions that are made. So in an Equal Money System stories like this one about this £10 Million payoff from H&M to Goldman Sachs will actually cease to exist, because any attempts to do anything like this will immediately be revealed.

With Equal Money everyone will equally get to enjoy life, where we will all be able to express ourselves and focus on correcting the past by making ourselves and this world as effective as possible, which will leads to a unified, re-designed humanity that truly care about life, producing Heaven on Earth as it is supposed to be.

So if you care about changing this world from abuse to support, then research desteni material, research equal money, join the forums, apply desteni tools, make vlogs, make blogs/websites, expose yourself, expose capitalism, be one vote for World Equality, be a part in changing this world to what’s best for all, where there will never again be Taxation and Secrecy existing.

The CONditional giving of the Christ-mass Santa Demons

2011-12-09T15:53:00.000-08:00

It’s always cool to have points come up around Christmas which expose the blatant deception within it, like what happened to me today. So a member of staff at today’s team meeting gave me a Christmas card at the end of the meeting, but when I told her I don’t celebrate Christmas, she quickly snatched it out of my hands and jokingly said “well I better take it back if you don’t want it”. Now although I started laughing, she was genuinely a bit offended by the fact that I didn’t want it, and I was laughing purely because of the deception that was exposed within her starting point of giving me a card, as it was clearly conditional. I mean she didn’t have a card for everyone else in the room; she only had one for me, because I am her boss, and thus she was clearly attempting to impress me to try and manipulate me into giving her energy.

I found this situation absolutely fascinating because it was a clear example of exactly what giving presents to others at Christmas is actually about. We are brainwashed to believe that we must give a present to people that we “care” about at Christmas, but this situation revealed that this is not actually the case. In actual fact it is pure dishonesty, because we don’t give people presents because we “care” about them unconditionally, we do it on the condition of receiving something back in the form of a reaction of energy as “thank you so much for getting me a present”.

And so when you test someone’s starting point within giving a present, by saying no thanks, you will quickly see a change in the person like a Jekyll and Hyde switch, if they were not really giving you the present unconditionally but were simply looking for energy to feed off. A person who gives a present to another unconditionally in a way that’s best for all, will not care about what reaction the other person has towards it, or if they want the present or not, because it is a simple act of giving something that supports the other physically, with no added strings and small print.

It is perceived that a person who buys the most presents for others at Christmas is the most caring kind of person. But in actual fact in Self-Honesty the starting point of buying loads of presents for others, is to impress others and be praised and hailed as a “good” person feeding into polarity as the mind consciousness system. All it tells me when a person is buying loads of presents for people is that they are looking for as much validation as a praising energy from others as is possible, so in actual fact a person that buys the most presents for others at Christmas is actually trying to vampire as much energy as possible from others to feed the ego. So people that buy the most presents for others at Christmas are actually the most uncaring people, completely possessed by the Santa demon that will violently stab anyone mentally that doesn’t give them the energy they want.

Real caring has nothing to do with consuming unpractical products and giving them to people to get a reaction, real caring is supporting someone unconditionally at a physical level, not building a mental relationship around giving a pointless item to someone. This kind of giving is actually very nasty in terms of what is presented behind the giving, because it is basically like saying - “you didn’t give me the reaction I wanted from giving you this present, so now the deal is off!” which of course reveals that the person didn’t really want to give you the present, they just wanted their little fix of energy from the other person saying thank you to feed the ego as a pre-programmed system as the mind consciousness system.

In an Equal money system, eventually the insanity of Christmas will be removed from society, as mass scale consumerism of pointless products will be seen as pointless, and won’t be possible as many unnecessary products will no longer be made. All illusions of Santa and Jesus will be seen as completely irrelevant also, and so nobody will be preaching those stories to their children to manipulate fake “good behaviour” from them. Instead physical labour will be commonly understood by all children and people as the way to receive anything, not feeding into mind demons. And thus people will be taught to actually give to others what they would like to receive, which is not dependant on receiving something back in the form of energy, but is an unconditional support offered to another at any time of year, on any day, which is best for all.

1 Million Empty Houses - More Waste of Capitalism

2011-12-06T14:42:00.000-08:00

Fascinating, my mum today made me aware that she watched a documentary last night which was about housing and poverty in the UK. Now considering how high the standard of living is in the UK, poverty here is nowhere near as devastating as it is in other parts of the world such as Africa, Middle East, and South America for example where thousands a day die of starvation and preventable diseases.

However even in the UK where the standards of living are so high, there is still around 2 million+ people who are unemployed and live a life of poverty on the streets. And what this documentary revealed to me was that there are over 1 million houses in the UK that are boarded up and are not actually being used, most of which have not had people living in them for between 5-15 years.

The reason the government provides for why these houses are not being allocated to homeless people in the UK, is that it costs too much money to renovate these houses, and so instead the government plans to knock all the houses down. Fascinating that the government claim they do not have enough money to spend on renovating these houses which can be done for around £2,000-£10,000 per house, when the government last year spent over £40 Billion on military defence alone to prevent “terrorist threats” to the UK. So that is just £40 Billion wasted on a collectively accepted fear, when it could have been utilized to support so many homeless people with shelter.

But that is the point really, because within capitalism as a starting point there is no political decision that is based in what’s best for all, it is only based in greed and fear of survival. Capitalism which the current government supports ensures the protection of the economy that keeps so few with all the money while the majority are given nothing. Which is why it is of the upmost importance, that we humans with a dignified life stand up collectively and say till here no further, we will no longer allow this abuse of life, instead let us integrate into and as the government no matter how long it takes to direct the money system to equality.

This is an excellent story like millions of other stories that happen daily in the world to expose the inequality of a capitalist system based in debt. A system we have created through our own acceptance and allowance that is not sustainable, cannot possibly support everyone equally, and prefers to leave people to their own devices to fend for themselves in a desperate fight for survival. A needles battle, where people eventually are forced through lack of money to go out and cause physical harm to other people in order to get some money. And the less money we have, then the more desperate the crimes become, where a person could be killed during a dispute about something as basic as a loaf of bread for instance.

Unfortunately things are and will be getting much worse before anything gets better, as the debt clock accumulates daily which will only result in abusive, demonic behaviour coming out in people more and more, which is the truth of what we humans allow ourselves to exist as through our own self –creation in each moment.

However in an Equal Money System, there will be no waste of resources here like this story where 1 million houses are not being used. Eventually in an equal money system after the initial phases, houses will become very advanced and will be equally so for all. But initially all the houses currently here will be used to the maximum capacity to alleviate maximum suffering as quick as possible.

In an Equal Money System houses will become an unconditional offering for each human from birth till death, where everyone will be allocated a house along with all the other basics of a dignified life, according to what is practical for the size of the family. For instance a family of 3 will be provided with no more than a 3-5 bedroom house, and no house will be owned as property by any human to be bought and sold. An Equal Money System is the end of one man living in a 50 bedroom house wasting masses of space all in the name of self-interest and ego like Buckingham palace for instance. Exchanges will be what people will be able to do in an equal money system, so if you want to move from a 3 bedroom house in England to a 3 bedroom house in France then that will be possible, by registering to an exchange list of some kind. But no property will be owned by anyone through money, it is simply a building provided for free to each person/family for shelter, and when that person dies then it is allocated to the next person/family to move into.

Because at the end of the day, we humans have a massive problem Thin-King that we own what we own, BeLIEving we are in control, when in fact we are not in control at all. The ownership of items as property only exists in our minds through our allowance. Because any item we perceive we own in our mind, is actually going to be taken the day we die, because it is only within consciousness where we believe that we own anything, and consciousness is not reality in anyway whatsoever, while the items themselves are real and will remain here, as this physical reality, because everything that is here is of the dust of earth, and thus is owned by the physical not by the delusions of the human.

So research Equal Money System, show your support for a new world where only what’s best for all will be accepted. Join desteni, stand up for life, take Self-Responsibility for all that is here, by applying the desteni tools daily so that we can realize our self, and take the necessary steps through corrective application to perfect ourselves, embodying and living what’s best for all.

“A leopard never changes its spots”

2011-11-29T09:31:00.000-08:00

This statement I heard while I was watching an English TV series called Eastenders, where one character was explaining to their partner, that they cannot continue their relationship because they have been having sex with someone else and that “a leopard never changes its spots”. Now this statement is a commonly accepted statement in England and probably other countries, if not then every country will have a variant of this statement which will have different wording but the same implication, which is basically that - real change, is not possible for people.

So when we consider the message behind such a statement we can clearly see that it’s a very fucked up statement, which programs humans to genuinely believe that change is not possible. Because the very statement that “a leopard never changes its spots”, basically equates an individual’s brainwashing as the same as the spots that a leopard has on its body. Now obviously a leopard cannot actually change the colour of its spots, nor would a leopard even for a moment consider doing so, but then to correlate something in our minds as apparently being unchangeable like a leopards spots is actual insanity.

Within the statement that “a leopard never changes its spots” is a justification for abuse, it is the enforcement of a belief that we humans have accepted and allowed for a long, long time which is that “once you’re a certain way you cannot possibly change” because apparently the way we allow ourselves to exist as in our minds is as unchangeable as the physical reality like a rock for instance. Then we can from this also see how this statement in essence weighs down any programming a person has, like a rock, charging systems, to believe that our own patterning we allow, no matter how abusive is real. And when we believe our programming which exists solely in our minds is equally real as the physical which is who we really are, then there is a massive problem.

Because in actual fact our pre-programming is not real in anyway whatsoever, is not actually life in anyway whatsoever, our programming only abuses life, and only becomes physically manifested through our own allowance and acceptance that what we experience within us is real. When It is only what we experience physically that is real, not what we experience in our minds, what we experience in our minds has physical effects of participation, however the starting point of what we experience in our minds is not based in reality, because how we are programmed as the mind consciousness system only separates us from physical reality, and thus must not be supported in anyway. Our programming only controls us humans to do whatever it is that makes us feel good in self-interest, instead of taking self-responsibility to do what’s best for all in every way possible within every here moment of breath.

So we must reprogram ourselves to live in the physical as the physical equal and one as all that is here so that we can really change. And Destonians are the clearest example possible in this world that real change is actually possible for anyone if we have the ability to support ourselves to do so.

Saying a leopard never changes its spots is an ultimate statement of self-disempowerment to change, it’s like saying - we can’t change anything here, not at any level, inside ourselves, in our participation, or at a global level. It’s like saying we can’t change capitalism to an equal money system, so just accept things as they are currently, which is ineffective and abusive.

However in an equal money system statements like “a leopard never changes its spots” will be commonly understood as complete bullshit by all and thus will cease to exist, because in an equal money system everyone will be assisted equally in basic monetary support to live in dignity to have the opportunity to change ourselves individually. And from that very fact of going from survival to support within money will allow everyone to realise that change is actually possible, while also the education available in an equal money system will be completely restructured to facilitate the human in actual real self-change to live what’s best for all. So in an equal money system anything that implies we cannot change ourselves will not be allowed, and will be seen as nothing more than a pointless fossil like statement of the past based in deception. So research equal money, and join desteni where we all realise real change and live real change as our self as what’s best for all in every way.

“You Win Some and you Lose Some”

2011-11-25T14:49:00.000-08:00

While watching a film the other day, a character said to someone after losing a bet on a sports game that “you win some and you lose some”. Now this is a statement that I have heard growing up in all different types of arenas, but every time I have heard this said it is always in relation to competition, to two forces clashing where there can only ever be a winner and a loser.

So very clearly when we look at this statement in self-honesty, we can see that is an immensely fucked up statement which actually is the basis for capitalism. It is the root cause of justifying poverty and luxury, because “you win some you lose some” so if you have a luxurious life full of money, houses, cars, investments, holidays etc – then you are a winner. And if you have no house, no food, no education, no healthcare, no transportation, then you are a loser and someone may say to you – you have a tough life “you win some you lose some”, which is like saying “you know you got the short end of the stick when you were born into this reality, but that just the way it is, I can’t do anything for you because I’m a winner and that’s the way it’s supposed to be” – very fucked up.

This statement is a way to distract from the fact that the polarity of positive and negative as winners and losers is actually completely unacceptable, because both the “positive” and the “negative” actually cause immense harm to life. Rich cannot exist without poor, positive cannot exist without negative, both equally support capitalism as the abusive state of mankind currently, and is the fundamentals of how we are each individually programmed currently according to what we have been exposed to growing up, and taught is acceptable - that something is either good or bad, and on that basis we accept it or we don’t, and the perceived idea of what is good and bad is totally different in each person according to different environmental and family structure designs, believing we have the “free-will” to decide what’s good and bad, which is the problem, because there is no common agreement currently between all humans of what is acceptable and what is not acceptable equally – it’s all just various interpretations which gives the result of the melting pot of abuse that is currently existing here, all these personalities clashing to enforce their own opinions, their own individuality over one another to be a winner.

“you win some you lose some” is a statement of procrastination, of pure laziness, to be able to avoid formulating solutions when we see abuse, but to simply say “that’s just the way it is, I can’t change it, you win some you lose some” Which is basically a statement that enforces the pre-programming that we are all apparently helpless to be able to change any abuse existing here on a global scale. While at Desteni we prove that it is in fact possible to take self-responsibility and correct all abuse existing here, however It’s like we humans have not yet realised that having some win while the majority lose is not acceptable in anyway, and while haves and have not’s is what is currently existing here on earth, it’s not supposed to be this way, but all humans have been extensively brainwashed to believe that it is supposed to be this way, and that we can’t change this.

In an equal money system eventually there will be no more winners and losers polarity friction manifested all around the world. Because in an equal money system everyone is a winner, but it is not at the expense of someone else’s suffering, meaning everyone has a dignified standard of living, and all with an equal opportunity to acquire luxury, because only the best of every product will be made, and so when all are supported unconditionally from birth till death - then what is defined as a loser as being in poverty, having no home, no food, no education, no healthcare etc, will become a thing of the past.

Betting will also become extinct in an equal money system, because as has been said by others, gambling only exists because of the desire for money, the desire for an energetic fix of winning, and fearing the energetic low of losing - I mean when you watch some people who bet, they become like crazy, screaming, possessed monsters when the sport is on, because so much is riding on them become a winner by winning the bet. But nobody has debt in an equal money system, so nobody will have to make insane bets on sports, and it is not likely that we will have money you can hold of any form like paper money, but if we do it will only be able to be used for specific items of support, certainly not gambling, and the sports games will be completely restructured to be based in self-expression, not competition which is what we currently have, which is not acceptable.

So research and support an equal money system, realise that we can change and live what’s best for all, where we take self-responsibility to end all winners and losers in each moment, let’s walk as self-willed equals that recreate a world that is truly best for all life on earth. So that that we can break the chains of enslavement, of a polarity based capitalist system, and manifest a world of equality for all, of self-expression, self-expansion, and real factual evolution of all that is here in a way that’s best for all.

I’m with Stupid?

2011-11-21T11:03:00.000-08:00

How we humans currently exist in separation from physical reality in our holographic minds is insane, it is pure stupidity which is all we have known. So I was listening to the radio while driving today, and at one point the radio show broadcaster said how much he enjoys t-shirts that say “I’m with stupid” on them especially when he is next to a smart person, and then he went on a rant for a few minutes basically saying that friends that are smart are annoying because they can make you look stupid very easily, and the words of a smart person make him want to fall asleep. Then he stated how he always is waiting for an opportunity to wear the t-shirt and then “get one over” his smart friend by bringing up a topic that the smart friend knows nothing about to “put the smart person in their place”, making himself feel better by purposely “outsmarting” his smart friend. This radio broadcaster said he enjoys doing this, because the last thing he wants when he is out having a drink in the pub after work is his smart friend speaking to him about educated topics that he knows nothing about - then the woman who was presenting with him fascinatingly agreed and said she knew exactly what he was talking about.

I thought this was really fucked up when I heard this, because this whole section really did expose how we humans currently as a social norm accept idiotic behaviour as something “cool”, and to be educated and informed about various points is to be apparently boring, annoying, not cool, and something that you should attack .

It really portrays how much we humans have to learn until we realise that being ignorant, and purposely stupid is not cool in anyway whatsoever, and is literally like saying “I really don’t care about anything but my fun in self-interest, don’t distract me from my mind bubble of fun with reality”. And as has been expressed through desteni material, to accept and allow ourselves to be ignorant, is to say we want to turn a blind eye to reality, and that we see no evil, hear no evil, because in fact we are evil, because to be ignorant is to say there is nothing wrong with the world and how we humans live, which is actually to be evil. Because it is ignorance that allows abuse to happen on such a massive scale in this reality as we currently have with rapes, wars, and starvation happening in every moment.

Stupidity is literally eating away at this reality, it’s all from our own design, from our own allowances moment by moment like we are eating ourselves away, like a cancer that is spreading throughout everything here as a form of rotting, which eventually unless there is effective unified intervention from self-responsible humans will result in all beings on this planet being destroyed. And that is not to take as a point of fear for anyone, it is simply a matter of fact, because it is only what happens in matter that is actually relevant as reality in fact, not how we experience ourselves in relation to it.

Statements like “I’m with stupid” are absolutely ridiculous, because it is just completely pointless, mind entertaining candy, and implying that educated, informed people are stupid is even more insane as this radio broadcaster did. Because what is happening to this world is not fun and games, but all we want to do is entertain our minds enforcing our pre-programming. And while we have so many people suffering in this world, anyone who is currently living a dignified life, and is not supporting an equal money system, is in fact stupid, because if things continue the way they are then as I have said the consequences will obviously be unimaginable for all on earth. And it is only educated, informed people that have the capacity to really care about the world changing for the better by living what’s best for all and supporting an equal money system. And those who enjoy their ignorance, enjoy indulging and solidifying their own pre-programmed separation, living a life of self-interest are the real stupid fuckers in this world, completely unaware of the destruction that is being allowed and accepted in every moment through our participation.

In an Equal Money System statements like “I’m with stupid” will be commonly understood as unacceptable, because in an equal money system to be educated and informed will be seen as cool, and to be uneducated and uninformed will be seen as not cool. So it will be a complete switch from what we have currently in this capitalistic system. So research Equal Money System, join us at Desteni, and take Self- Responsibility to change this world in way that is best for all no matter what, so all that are here currently, and all those that will be born in the future can live in dignity and with real actualized peace on earth.

Inequality Costs

2011-11-11T18:07:00.000-08:00

The majority starve in this world, while many like myself live in dignity and luxury, which comes at a cost, the cost is the abuse of so much life in this world, because inequality costs, you cannot have the rich exist without the poor, you can’t have positive without the negative, both are intrinsically intertwined as the same point of inequality as polarity. That’s why at desteni we say equal money system, because in an equal money system there is no rich and poor, there is only what’s best for all, where everyone is afforded dignity and luxury, and it doesn’t come at a cost of someone else having to suffer for it.

So recently I have had to stop my DIP payments currently, due to miscalculating some monetary outgoings in relation to a new car, and an overdraft function on a bank account. It’s very interesting to look at the point of miscalculating a point, where we forget something, or we don’t pay full attention to something, or we rush something for instance. Because these points always shows us that we are not completely aware within and as breath here, in complete understanding of what is happening in our world and our reality, but that we are being controlled by some facet of a pre-programmed system design within our minds that separates us from physical reality.

So in relation to the car, my ineffective filling in of the application form for the insurance on the car that has cost me a lot money. So a management meeting at work overran by about an hour and a half, which I could do nothing about, what I can do something about is correct any reactions that come up in relation to this.

However towards the end of the meeting, I started getting thoughts come up along the line of “this is going on way too long, its fucking up my schedule for the day”, then instead of breathing releasing this thought and simply restructuring my schedule for the day practically - I basically allowed myself to project into the future, and I began fearing doing paperwork past 11pm, then I began to fear not having enough time to do everything, so I began to rush through the rest of my schedule for the day to avoid doing paperwork past 11pm. And my “determination” to get my schedule for the day done I can see now was only revealing the enforcement of my ego, to believe in my mind that “I’m behind schedule but I don’t need to restructure the remainder of my schedule, I can get it done, I’m effective, I can handle these points” etc.

So while rushing being controlled by this fear of time after the meeting, it’s like every remaining point for the day became like this obstacle in my mind that “I must rush through” so that I can achieve the goal of completing all the tasks for the day, which again is just a point of ego, so that I can say to myself in my mind – “well done marley you were really effective you got lots of points corrected today”. And after going to the bank to pay child support, taking in my teams results, calculating wages, doing food shopping, hovering, shaving, having a shower, laying out next week’s work schedule, walking the dogs, feeding the dogs, washing up, I had some more paperwork to do for work, and I also wanted to complete my car insurance application, which I could have left to the next day, which would have been more practical to do so, but because I allowed myself to be controlled by this fear of time, which in essence is simply fear of self, fear of death, I rushed the application form submitted it for a quote which came out at £800 which I was happy with.

However the next day before I called the insurance company to verify the quote, I decided to check the details I had filled in, because I remembered how much I was allowing myself to rush though most tasks the day before. Then at one question it said “any previous convictions not related to driving?” which I had left as a no, which is not true for me, as I have had multiple convictions in my life, so once I changed the answer to yes and refreshed the quote, it jumped up from £800 to £1200 from that one simple miscalculation, fascinating. Now this miscalculation only happened due to allowing myself to be controlled by fear of time, by my programming, due to me not being fully aware here as breath, standing equal as this application form as myself where I take on every point within this application form specifically detailed in accordance with what is required to complete the form effectively. So this is a cool example of how inequality can literally cost us money, simply through allowing ourselves to be controlled by thoughts, feelings and emotions, not standing equal as the physical as who we really are.

Also the problem I had with a specific bank account building over £1000 overdraft debt again has only happened through my miscalculation of points, allowing myself to be controlled by my programming. So because I haven’t been using the account for a while, I allowed myself to push the account to the back of my mind, purposely disregarding the account, focusing only on the accounts that I actually use every week. And so because I allowed myself to judge this one account as inferior in my mind to my other accounts, believing it had no money in it, I was totally unaware that the account had an overdraft function on it, and that this account was over its agreed overdraft limit of £250, and that for over 3-4 months the account has been accumulating a £6 a day overdraft debt, which has now been brought to my attention by a different account being frozen until I start making payments to clear the debt which I have started.

So fascinating, because this debt on this bank account has only built up, because of not treating all of my bank accounts equally, taking into consideration every penny that is in every account, every detail of each account status, every function of each account.

We humans with dignified lives tend to blame something else when we get into situations of monetary debt, when very often it has only happened through our own miscalculations of our outgoings, overspending on something, forgetting to pay something on time etc. Basically not considering the fact that we live in a debt based capitalist society here currently , that within not standing equal to our outgoings, being aware of every penny we spend, then there will inevitably be a cost for not considering that which must be paid, or will result in more debt, less dignity, more crime, more prison etc.

So I do not allow myself to blame anything or anyone for this slight monetary situation I am in, I take full self-responsibility to correct this situation and ultimately to correct the cause of this debt which is my own allowance to be controlled by my programming. I do not allow myself to hide away from what I have created for myself, I realise and understand in self-honesty that unless I correct this now, then inevitably I will make the same “mistakes” again in the future, which could have much more serious consequential monetary losses.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience the thought that “this is going on way too long, its fucking up my schedule for the day” in relation to a meeting that overran.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame this overrunning meeting for allowing myself to fear time.

I forgive myself that I did not realise in the moment that by blaming something or someone else for what I am experiencing in side myself, is basically to say that I am not responsible for myself which is bullshit.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not take full responsibility for myself in every moment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not simply breathe and restructure my schedule for the day in accordance with the overrunning meeting, but instead feeding my ego believing that “I must get my tasks done”.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider in the moment, that by putting pressure on myself to complete an impractical amount of tasks for the day, that I am simply feeding and standing as the ego.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to stand as and feed the ego through trying to do more than I am able to do in one breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in my mind that I should not have to restructure my schedule, which is basically to say that I don’t have to change my schedule according to what has happened during my day.

I forgive myself that I did not realise in the moment that by forcing myself more tasks then I am able to practically do in a day is self-abuse.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project into the future, and see a picture of myself still doing paperwork past 11pm.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear running out of time and thus trying to justify in my mind rushing through tasks.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to justify rushing through tasks because of fearing running out of time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to this fear of time through allowing it in the first place.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from physical reality through allowing myself to be controlled by the fear of time.

I forgive myself that I did not realise in the moment that by fearing running out of time, I am actually only fearing myself, which is unacceptable.

I forgive myself that I did not realise in the moment that by fearing running out of time, I am in essence only fearing death, which of course cannot be avoided, so is completely pointless to fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that me being determined to get my schedule for the day completed is valid, when in fact if it is not practical then it is simply ego.

I forgive myself that I did not realise in the moment that my “determination” to get my tasks done is simply ego allowing myself to be defined and controlled by the ego.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to be defined and controlled by the ego in my mind as a “determination” to get my schedule done.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am effective enough to get many points completed in a day because I’m a destonian.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that because I’m a destonian then I can do more than someone who’s not a destonian, placing an unnecessary connotation on a destonian.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that destonians are “more than human” in some way and so can handle multiple points in a day, even when behind schedule.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place a superior value on destonians as something more than anyone else, which is insane, because destonian or not, we are all bound to the limitations of this reality, we are all subject to an unequal money system, and we all can only do what we can do in one breath.

I forgive myself that I have not realised that each destonian is simply a human like any other, and is not special in anyway, but simply lives practically in a way that’s best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to justify rushing through points because I’m a destonian, which is actually contrary to a what a destonain is, because a destonian is specific in detail of manifesting what’s best for all, not attempting to rush what’s best for all.

I forgive myself that I did not realise in the moment that rushing a point, just to get energy of “well done marley very effective” is not best for all at all, it is only ego.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attempt to get energy from completing my schedule for the day to feed my ego.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not stand equal as my car insurance application as myself completing the form in maximum possible detail, but to separate myself from the application through fearing time and thus rushing completing it ineffectively.

I forgive myself that I did not realise in the moment that by rushing any task that requires to be done, I am only ensuring that a specific detail is missed; only ensuring that the task is not done effectively but rather quickly.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to be consumed by this fear of time while filling in my application form which resulted in an ineffective result which only cost me more money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place more value on bank accounts that have money in them, that I use regularly, and purposely disregard one account.

I forgive myself that I have defined some bank accounts as more important than others based on how much money is in them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to disregard one account as less then another, when in fact all bank accounts are equal as bank accounts and thus are of equal value.

I forgive myself that I did not realise in the moment here as breathe, that by disregarding one bank account I am only disregarding myself.

I forgive myself that I did not realise in the moment that by disregarding something as less then, that there will always be a consequential price to pay for such inequality allowed, which for me here was over £1000 overdraft debt.

I forgive myself that I have not stood equal and one as all my bank accounts, as all are equal as me as this one physical reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate from who I really am as breath as life, through thinking in my mind that some bank accounts are more important than others, which is like saying some parts of physical reality are more important than others which is separation that is completely unacceptable.

So I understand and realise that it is completely unacceptable to allow myself to blame something or someone else for any reaction I experience in side myself. I realise that it is not acceptable to fear time in anyway as it is only me fearing myself, fearing death, it is separation that only leads to rushing myself, which of course only leads to tasks being completed ineffectively, which is not acceptable. I realise that it is completely unacceptable to believe in my mind that I can handle any amount of workload in a day because I’m a destonian which is just feeding ego, and is abuse of my physical body, and is actually completely contrary to how a destonian lives which is practically here as breath completing what requires to be done in one breath, not attempting to do more than what is practical in one breath which is only ego. I realise and understand that it’s not acceptable in any way to place extra value on any part of this one physical reality, because this extra value I’m placing on the physical in my mind is not real - reality is real, not my interpretation of it, so all are equal in fact.

I will not accept any less than what is best for all in my life as self-honesty, so when a situation comes up at work where i may start blaming work for affecting my schedule and why I’m having reactions, such as an overrunning meeting, then I stop, I breathe, I do not allow myself to be controlled by this separation, instead I direct myself within and as breath which is best for all.

Whenever I am behind on tasks for the day, then I stop, I breathe, and I direct myself within and as breath, I do not allow myself to separate myself from here by going into any fear of time in my mind, I do not allow myself to rush, I simply restructure my schedule accordingly.

Whenever I react to a schedule, and start believing in my mind that I can complete the schedule just because I’m a destonian, then I stop, I breathe, I direct myself within nan d as breath, I look at the schedule practically here, I do not allow myself to feed my ego forcing myself to complete it, if it is practical to do so, then I complete it, but if it’s not practical, then i simply breathe and restructure the schedule in a way that’s practically best for all.

Whenever I react to something like bank accounts, and I can see that I’m clearly placing extra value on one account over another, then I stop myself in the moment, flag myself and breathe, I continue to breathe directing myself here. I do not allow myself to separate one bank account from another; I do not allow myself to separate one part of this physical reality from another, I simply breathe and walk.

5th November to entertain us: Enter – Anus

2011-11-06T11:07:00.000-08:00

So it was fireworks night here in the UK yesterday, which is a day where people let off billions of fireworks across the country in remembrance of Guy Fawkes, who was a revolutionary in British history who planned the failed Gunpowder Plot of 1605 to blow up houses of parliament – the character V in the film V for vendetta is pretty much based on Guy Fawkes.

So the dogs kept barking all night, because it was very loud, and sounded like we were living in a warzone, with moments of silence quickly filled with loud bangs for about 4 hours straight from 6-10pm. And I found a few points fascinating about fireworks night when we take a closer look, because for one point, it is very fucked up that we humans take such massive energy of pleasure out of blowing things up. I mean other than being a complete waste of money in every way, so many humans enjoy films/media purely because of how much “action” as explosions is in it, it is this general pre-programmed idea that explosions are entertaining, fun things to do. Fireworks are just another point that we humans allow to be entertaining for us, which of course completely distracts us from what is actually relevant and happening here on earth.

Particularly men find these kind of “action” films enjoyable, I’m sure many women do aswel, and not in all cases but very often it will be men that take the most enjoyment out of explosions in general, which is fascinating because desiring explosions on the tv screen, in the sky, and in our lives, is inherently linked to man’s desire for the orgasmic explosion energy to experience ourselves as “god”. It’s like we seem to accept and allow explosions in every way to be entertainment for our minds, like candy for the mind, when in actual fact explosions are very, very dangerous that only cause harm.

We expect the fireworks to entertain us, which is basically like saying we are not breathing, we are just consciousness robotic zombies, waiting for our next energy fix - please entertain us, which is like saying - please enter our anus, please fuck me within energy, I accept and allow limitation, I want to be fucked within and as Anus designed prison of consciousness lol.

In self-honesty though, we realise that explosions are not entertainment, and anyone that claims they are is fucked within the mind, because explosions cause harm to the physical, cause harm to life. For instance when a bomb lands on you house, or goes off next to you, as is the case with many people in the world currently in places like the Lebanon, Gaza Strip, Palestine, Afghanistan, Iraq etc, then we realise that there is nothing entertaining about bombs exploding, because bombs just destroy anything in their path - the same as humans do, which perhaps explains a lot of our fascination with explosions.

9/11 for instance, although I was not in the twin towers at the time of the attack, It goes without saying that nobody in the twin towers on that day found the experience to be enjoyable entertainment. But I remember watching the news at the time of 9/11, and the story was portrayed as an entertaining film like scenario, with repeated replays, fancy camera techniques, exaggerated news reporting, and I even remember music being played at one point, which again exposes the humans desire to make entertainment out of exploding things – very fucked up.

And back to the point of Guy Fawkes and fireworks night - within accepting and allowing a celebration of a human that wanted to change the political structure of England through violence as explosions , is only us saying we accept and allow violent revolution towards another as ourselves, in an attempt to change the world for the better, which is completely impossible, and totally unacceptable. So celebrating fireworks night is like people sub-consciously saying that aggression and violence is a solution to problems we have, as if violence can correct political deception, as if resisting what is here is a solution for what’s here, which is actual insanity.

So do not support fireworks night, because celebrating a violent bombers action is unacceptable, fireworks night is completely based in abuse, and violence cannot remove deception from politics or from our lives in anyway. Accepting violent resistance is just us saying we still haven’t learnt that violence just allows more violence to exist, and only exposes that we are not realising that we are in fact all equal, that we are all in fact equally to blame for the state of this world, and thus equally responsible to correct this world.

Support an equal money system instead of fireworks night, because an equal money system is the only solution that’s best for all, and will enable us to end the current political and monetary systems which are based in abuse. Fireworks night has no place In an equal money system, we could still have different colour lights and things, but really no need to blow up anything as it serves no practical purpose whatsoever. So it’s time to end fireworks night, because if we fire-work, then we cannot possibly put in the necessary work to change the world in a way that’s best for all.

“Finders keepers”

2011-11-02T18:23:00.000-07:00

So the other day when it was Halloween, I placed a sign on my door informing all people who viewed the sign that I do not support Halloween so please don’t knock on my door. Anyway as I heard some people outside my house talking to each other after reading this sign, then they went onto the next house, and as they walked off I heard one of them dropped a sweet, and a different kid picked it up and said “finder’s keepers”.

I found this statement very interesting, and it’s a statement I have heard many times growing up which is a completely fucked up statement that exposes our pre-programming as self-deception. This statement is based completely in self-interest, in a belief that it is our apparent right to keep whatever we find, purely for the fact that we found it.

If we look at the world we live in, this statement “finders keepers” has completely infected all aspects of how the human operates which is – “me first, i must make me stronger through taking whatever I find, whether I have to pay for it or not”. Now obviously we have to support ourselves physically before we can effectively support anyone else, but the statement “finders keeper’s” is only being used now to validate and support our brainwashing as self-interest, as perceived power in our mind, which has no basis in physical reality whatsoever. This is another point that reveals how cool an equal money system is, because in an equal money system everyone can support themselves, and thus have no reason to want to find something to take of another to attain more then another, because all will have.

However currently from kids stealing sweets off each other on Halloween, to bigger countries stealing resources from smaller countries through force, it’s all “finders keepers” for instance America/UK invading middle eastern small countries essentially to steal resources, asserting military dominance over hugely weaker opponents, to keep whatever is found. This goes way back to before the Spanish colonized the Incan empire, history is littered with so many examples like this of people keeping what they find through force in complete self-interest, this goes back to the beginning . Colonization of a country through military force is essentially this pre-programmed belief that “finders keepers” physically manifested.

Rape, Poverty, Starvation, War is all being allowed through we humans believing its acceptable that we can find and keep what we want/desire through force, and continuing to do so in complete blinding self-interest, while so many beings suffer in this world currently. “finders keepers” is basically like saying I have the right to take what you have, and its acceptable for me to have it all while you have nothing, which in reality is completely unacceptable.

We humans are so insane to believe that something outside of ourselves validates and defines who we are. When In actual fact it’s only in our deluded minds that we believe that we can keep anything we find, because we don’t actually own anything, any value we place on anything outside of ourselves in our minds is not real. Nothing can be taken beyond the deadline of death, nothing can be kept, it will all be removed, so best to get used to letting all mental relationships go, living here as who we really are, in preparation for death.

In an equal money system eventually this kind of statement “finders keepers” will vanish from existence, because all will be equalized, all will equally have a living standard of dignity, all will have the best available to them. Within such a system nobody is looking to find points to keep and have more power over another, and those that attempt this will be dealt with accordingly. Everyone will be their brother’s keeper, loving thy neighbour as ourselves which is a finding here that’s worth keeping because its best for all. So support an equal money system to expose and remove all deceivers that abuse, enforcing separation as finding and keeping anything to assert dominance over another which is not acceptable and must be stopped.

“I’m having a Blond moment”

2011-10-19T11:12:00.000-07:00

So somebody I know made a mistake in a calculation, and she said to me “I’m just having a blond moment marley”, and immediately I realised this statement is a complete bullshit self-definition that many females define themselves according to in this world. I have heard this many times at different points in my life growing up in England, and it is clear that this statement that – “I’m having a blond moment” is a complete limitation of self as the mind, and a justification as to why a person is not understanding how a point practically operates. It’s not necessary in anyway whatsoever, but it’s used by some women as an excuse as to why they are not understanding something. So it’s used like a kind of defence mechanism to justify mistakes and stupidity, through saying I’m just having a blond moment, so basically take it easy on me, understand and accept the fact that I am just prone to making mistakes because I’m blond.

When in actual fact, this statement is not actually based in reality whatsoever, because the colour of hair obviously makes no difference to our ability to do anything. To make a mistake, forget something, or be clumsy for example has nothing to do with our hair colour, it is a simple miscalculation of a point through not being here present as the breath, and to say that hair colour plays a factor in making miscalculations is literal insanity. To say it’s possible to have a “blond moment” where there is only misunderstanding, is to basically say your defining yourself, and blond women in general as slightly more stupid then any other human being which is ridiculous.

A statement like this is based in an idea that apparently many blond women are the same as women that are involved in the sex industry like playboy, where the women involved in playboy, very often will have blond hair, and will not have an effective education or much of an insight outside of pre-programming because of focusing so much on sex and believing its cool to have no insight or care for being educated. To say you’re having a blond moment is to say that you’re not breathing, it is saying that you believe that some blond women are just dumb and that’s just the way it is, unchangeable, trapped in the past.

And it’s interesting when we look at society in general, because it’s easy to notice for example how many “comedy” films are made that will have a blond female character in it that is purposely presented as a person that is always making mistakes, misunderstanding things, is always utilizing sexual manipulation of others, and will be chased by men for sex, which feeds into this whole “blond moment” program. Films like Scary Movie, House Bunny, Clueless, St.Trinians, Romy & Michelle's High School Reunion, Mean Girls, Legally Blonde and many, many more clearly show this programming, this idea that blond women apparently are essentially going to make a lot of mistakes, will only be interested in hair, make up, partying, boys etc, and are sexual tools for men, which is completely unacceptable, so from my perspective films like these should not be accepted and allowed to be made.

It’s completely insane that this stereotype of blond women as dumb, sexual objects is allowed to exist in anyway whatsoever. Fascinating that this point has been existing in media for ages, from Paris Hilton, to Marilyn Monroe and others before her, these celebrities have fuelled this stereotype of blond women which has been accepted and allowed by us humans. I have noticed that many women in the world have been programmed by the media and society in general to actually consider having no intelligence as something cool, something that is fun to do, that you should just make yourself look like a manufactured plastic doll, and utilize sex to get what you want. And many men will find this cool aswel, accepting this program because of knowing how easy it is to have sex with a woman that has little intelligence, and dresses like a prostitute.

These so called “Blond moments” should be banned, they are only existing in our minds through our allowance, meaning not real at all, only promoting abuse, and should thus not be supported by anyone in anyway whatsoever. And in an equal money system everyone will eventually be educated to a set standard which will be to the highest standards possible, therefore nobody will support acts of stupidity or justifications of acts of stupidity as something “cool”.

What will be recognized as cool will be self-expansion, accumulating new information that’s best for all, standing equal to the information, storing the information as knowledge through physical application, and thus living as more effective beings. Brainwashing will be reversed in an equal money system, because to be the most effective human possible will be what’s considered cool. What’s considered cool now by many in capitalism such as a “blond moment”, which justifies stupidity, will in an equal money system be considered completely pointless to allow because it doesn’t promote self-expression or self-change of the human, it only promotes continuation of the past enslaved to memory as a self-limiting definition, so let’s end all “blond moments” with an equal money system.

"Bigger is better?"

2011-10-15T15:53:00.000-07:00

Fascinating, I’ve heard people say this statement so many times growing up, which for most of my life I have believed, until I started walking a process of self-correction to live what’s best for all. I can remember so many instances in my life where I have made a decision based on what is the “biggest”, because of believing and being defined by this pre-programming that “bigger is better”.

The whole idea in my mind of what is “my favourite” something, the starting point of why I liked a particular thing, has so many times been based on something’s physical size. whether it has been muscles, clothing, jewellery, cars, food, toys, TVs, animals, ornaments, etc., I mean the list could go on and on of the amount of things in my life that I have defined in my mind as “better” then something else because it is bigger, which is complete self-deception.

For example I very often used to wear clothes that were massively oversized because in my mind “bigger was better” but this was the first time in my life that I exposed this statement as being not real. Because after a while I realised that having massively oversized clothes is just not practical because it can catch on things, it’s a waste of material, and all I actually require is clothes that fit me, that support my body practically here, and will not affect my ability to participate effectively in any task or activity.

So after exposing this one point in my life I started looking at where else in my life was I placing value on “big things”, and I started noticing that I had allowed so much value on a lot of points purely because of something’s size. There are many layers to this point within me of placing value on something due to its size, so I still have points to correct in relation to “bigger is better” as I am not fully clear.

So many points I remember in relation to believing “bigger is better” for example I remember when I used to be in a gang, that how we would reference various gang members, or a person with a lot of money, would be the statement “big man” and whenever someone outside of the gang asked any gang member what we are doing, we very often would say we are doing “big things”. Then at this stage I remember majority of females that hanged around the gang would often have big hair, big high heels, big eyelashes, big amount of makeup, big breasts etc. Lol this “bigger is better” point is fascinating.

It certainly is interesting in general how we humans have been programmed growing up to be more attracted to bigger sized things, it seems to permeate every area of society as manifested ego. Always attempting to project our self as more then who we really are here as life, utilizing multiple items to enhance a pre-programmed belief that we are powerful when we have multiple “big items” as an extension of our personality. Some items however genuinely are more practical than others based on size, for example 4x4 cars do offer the most effective support for the body because of their size and efficiency of design.

So we humans have clearly been programmed to believe that we must choose something bigger, that we have more relevance, more strength, more respect, and more safety whenever we attain something that is bigger than an alternative. Which tells us that we humans have a massive inferiority problem currently, where we believe we are weak without “big things”, that it is a weakness to be living here as breathe, without something else outside of ourselves to validate us into an apparent position of strength that is only existing in our minds and thus is not real.

This would explain why majority of people in this world attack desteni, blaming what we say for why a person is reacting to us. Because what we speak about at desteni, is received by people and most people allow themselves to become resonantly mind possessed and attack the group. Most people are so afraid of letting go of all the points that define them, because through being defined we humans have been taught that we are strong, when in fact we are simply existing in separation from who we really are here as life.

So in an equal money system it will interesting because this social conditioning of believing that “bigger is better” will be exposed. Because at the end of the day size has nothing to do with anything being more effective, it simply comes down to practicality, what is most effective to support what’s best for all.

In an equal money system eventually after the initial stages, most people will not be interested in projecting themselves as more then another through this “bigger is better” belief, because everyone will have luxury, so nobody will be able to show off to another how much more luxury stuff they have, because everyone will have the equal opportunity to attain luxury and “big” items.

In a system of equality each being is supported to understand in every moment that we are all equal in fact simply through the very fact of everyone having the same amount of money. Because within everyone having the same amount of money, then everyone becomes equally big in every way, so we must do all we can to support and manifest the change of this current monetary system of abuse to an equal money system from within and out.

“Boys don’t cry”

2011-10-13T10:06:00.000-07:00

So I was watching a film called “boys don’t cry” and at one point in the film they play a famous music track by the cure called boys don’t cry. I found this interesting because it is a clear pre-programming which we learn growing up that males are apparently “not allowed” to cry, because apparently it is only acceptable for females to cry, which is complete bullshit, because whether we are male or female it makes no difference we are all able to cry actual tears.

Sub-consciously this social conditioning, this brainwashing affects young boys extensively as they grow up, because a separation as a polarity is seeded within the child, where the child believes that to be a boy and cry is “bad” and to not cry is “good” and then will define themselves according to this belief. So then the ego manifests as this point starts happening where by teenage years, the young boy will always attempt to project the position of a “strong” male to others, and in most cases will do all they can to avoid others see them crying which is defined as a position of weakness or something that only females can do, because after all boys don’t cry apparently.

For example I remember being at school, and at any stage of school, no matter at what stage, it was always the boys that cried the most, that got bullied the most because everyone defined them as weak and thus some actually attacked them physically, which I have done before, standing as the position of a bully because of reacting to someone displaying some point that I defined as weak so that I could attack them to get energy. And what is interesting is that everyone has cried tears before, some do it openly, and some mainly males keep it a secret, but it’s always the ones that cry openly that get attacked the most by other kids at school and this can continue right through into adulthood.

And obviously then young boys growing up that have cried a lot and been bullied a lot, will inevitably define themselves as weak, as a position of inferiority, and unless there is an effective self-correction of this point then this boy will grow up into adulthood, and will live the rest of his life believing that emotions are so immovable, that they simply cry a lot can’t do anything about it and thus must be a victim to others, as a point of self-victimization.

From my experience crying only happens when participating and charging backchat thoughts that were triggered by a particular event, person, place etc into “strong” feelings and emotions that I then defined as myself as a memory. In my life tears have always been mainly connected to charged thoughts in relation to children suffering, the family construct and the love construct. However through applying specific self-forgiveness and continually breathing through reactions that come up in a particular situation, I have proven to myself that points of crying can be stopped completely.

Crying can also obviously happen in moments of excruciating pain, which is interesting because that is different type of tears, it’s not like mind possessed emotional crying based in consciousness which isn’t real, crying from physical pain is like real crying, where the pain is overriding brainwashing, its tears that have only manifested from what is happening here physically, not based in memory in the mind.

And in an equal money system schools and children’s education will be corrected to become effective, so undoubtedly there will be a lesson and a general understanding that will focus children on understanding thoughts, feelings and emotions. Which in turn will give children an understanding of reactions such as crying, that we all have done it, that we are not weaker or stronger than anyone else for crying or not crying, and along with being taught about the principles of equality, as well as other systems being put in place to stop abuse, then bullying in schools will eventually cease to exist.

In a system of equality crying is not judged, and thus not supressed when it comes up, instead crying becomes a point of support to be able to dig into why the tears are even happening, to see what thoughts, memories, beliefs, fears, feelings, emotions are connected. Which then in turn empowers ourselves to realise our own brainwashing and take action to release the past with self-corrective application, so that the next time this person is in a situation that would have once made them cry, then they simply do not react and thus do not cry. So an equal money system gives everyone the opportunity to correct mental relationships allowed that create dishonest tears, so that only real tears remain.

“I still think Positive, because in “Life” God takes, God gives”

2011-10-10T15:36:00.000-07:00

So I was listening to a hip hop track earlier, and the last line the rapper said in the track was “I still think positive, because in life god take gods gives”. When we slow down and have a look at this statement we can see that it is a ridiculous statement, very abusive, complete self-deception, because such a statement is what many religious people in this world use as a justification to validate the existence of poverty, abdicating our own responsibility.

It’s this general idea that god gives and takes, which is manifest in how our money system operates which takes from many and gives to a few. Many religious people will claim that suffering in this world is all part of “gods plan”, and thus we shouldn’t question abuse, or attempt to find workable solutions to abuse, because its apparently all up to god, and who can possibly question god? Well belief aside, humans with a lot of money often believe they are god, because it’s clear that no one can question the power of money to facilitate our plans, which one could call gods plan, the pre-programming that we must beat the competition, make a lot of money to use in self-interest, pass on our seed, job done, and then we are apparently god lol, how fucked up.

This pre-designed idea that we must not create solutions that will actually correct suffering with our hands, but instead we should simply think “positive”, because in thinking positive in our heads, we apparently are doing all we can to help the world change for the better, and then Jesus and god will do the rest. This statement that “I still think positive, because in life god takes, gods gives” simply enforces our starting point of separation, and feeds into the polarity based money system in operation here.

Focusing on positivity is simply to turn a blind eye to abuse, and to only ensure that the negative as rape, war and starvation is created in this world. Focusing on positivity is just a mechanism in our mind to distract us and as a projected lotion for guilt, to make us feel better about the fact that we have while so many others do not have. When in fact thinking “positive” is a massive problem for us humans, whether it’s major religious ideologies or new age spiritualty, it makes no difference, because anything that only entertains our mind is not actually real, and thus not best for all, as it clearly offers no actual real physical solutions to stop abuse happening on earth.

Thinking positive only enforces mankind’s starting point of ego, where we feel we actually know something relevant as some great knowledgeable “god like” beings, that we can see the future, stay rich, see the afterlife, sort out the worlds problems, all with positive thought, it’s absolutely insane. When in fact we humans know nothing, all we know is what we have learned, which is to spite another to win first in self-interest, I mean we have no idea how deluded we are, and there is clearly nothing god like about us humans currently no matter how hard we convince ourselves we are “good” and “god like”. No amount of positive thinking can change the fact that what we humans allow on this planet currently is an abomination of abuse, because of existing as this abuse inside ourselves. No amount of positive thinking can change the fact that this world requires real practical solutions to create what’s best for all, which is not offered in any religion, spiritual philosophy or variant money systems of the past or present such as communism and Marxism.

Regardless of what anyone believes about god and religion, the fact is Money is actually the god of this reality through our allowance, and through our allowance it is a tyrannical god, a god that takes from so many that suffer, live on the streets, have no money, starve, and at the same time give to a few that live in extreme luxury creating our own little heavens based in horror off the backs of those that suffer.

Rich can only exist while poor exists, they are two ends of the same stick of polarity which can only possibly create abuse, and thus must be definitively ended for all life to express. It’s time that we humans grow up and realise that aslong as there is those with nothing and those with too much, then life cannot exist on this planet, only systems, systems creating energy to abuse, systems of abuse.

The solution is here proposed by desteni group, as an equal money system, a system that provides for all a dignified living for free from birth till death. Equal money is a system that allows all to live life so we can all expand, and can work together to create heaven on earth, equal money is the first practical step.

So let’s end this pointless “positive thinking”, this hoping for a saviour, this turning a blind eye to abuse, lets end this system of capitalism, a system that gives and takes without a care of what’s best for all, because within that no life can be lived. In a system of world equality, none will be taken from, except those that already have too much, all will be given to, equally, and thus all receive equally, because within that life is lived for all, which is best for all. An equal money system is a money system that’s cares for everyone, a god that looks after all its children equally, so make the decision to support an equal money system, and let’s cleanse this world from within one by one until it’s done.

“I never get stressed”

2011-10-05T03:26:00.000-07:00

So it was fascinating when I was discussing some company changes with my boss, and I asked him how he is managing with the extra workload since the company has become much more specific in its regulations and adhering to government standards for a solar company.

He said that he has no problem with the extra workload, and that he never gets stressed. I found this statement interesting, because I have often in the past believed this idea that I am unaffected by problems, and I don’t experience stress in anyway. Now my boss at work is into a lot of esoteric nonsense about “positive attitude” and “think it into reality” lots of law of attraction based ideologies.

However in self-honesty, I myself know that I have experienced stress at times when I react to something involving time, where I have miscalculated a timeframe to get something done, and then experiencing anxiety about time, which then results in me attempting to do too many things at once in a rush. And I have also experienced stress when there is a lot of extra work for the day, something that happens unexpectedly which results in me having to do more work then I initially expected, then I have experienced myself as stressed for a moment.

However I do not allow myself to get consumed by stress, feeding into the backchat thoughts, and with continuous application of Breath I stand as the task that needs to be corrected and remain as the point of stability here, directive, able to complete what needs to be done practically, without reacting adding mental relationships physically experienced as stress.

It’s clear that when people make claims that they never experience stress, they are only speaking from a situation of comfort ability, because if you have a look at this statement you can clearly see that this idea “I never experience stress” is only made possible through money, and is from a starting point of ego, projecting stability to others, when this perceived stability is only made possible with money. With money we humans like to think we are gods, believing we have special abilities to “rise above” the abuse in this world, that we are “better than” another without money, pretending to not be affected by the world, or interested in finding solutions to end all suffering as long as we have our support in self-interest, which is a fucked up idea - claiming Jesus but living monsters.

When money is removed from our lives then this statement “I never get stressed” is immediately exposed, with no money in this elitist money system of capitalism, then there is no possibility to avoid, stress and annoyance, it’s very difficult to distract or pretend that one is not experiencing stress and annoyance when one has no money.

And that is what we humans are busy doing, trying to distract ourselves from the stress and annoyance of so many people in the world that suffer, through the use of entertainment in self-interest, feeding into the polarity of haves and have not’s. It is unacceptable in every way the amount of suffering that is existing in this world, which we simply turn a blind eye too, as long as we have our support, then it’s like fuck anyone else, I will kick down the poor a few crumbs a month to charities in guilt, but I won’t try and implement a system of equality to stop the very existence of charities.

This is why this world requires a political solution that is best for all in every way, a system that will not allow for the existence of “some with support – most without support” because all are supported equally. The solution is here, it is an Equal Money System where the right to life is afforded to every being on this planet, a new born system of expression not suppression, where everyone can finally enjoy life equally, which is real progress, as an actual lived evolution. An equal money system allows for everybody to make statements like “I don’t get stressed” because the fight to survive is removed for everybody, and the right to life is enjoyed for everybody. So research and join In the drive for a new world here: http://equalmoney.org